Saw psychiatrist this morning. Desperate for some type of relief. Hard to go. He told me that the following were not addictive and can just stop taking: zolpidem olanzapine serequil gabapentine buproprion and remeron. Those are what we discussed. I also said "people really have a tough time with paxil". He said "people? What people?" He's been doing this 28 years! I got a prescription for 25-50mg of serequil. Haven't filled it yet. Dont know what I should do. Struggling. Haven't slept in weeks! Headache like a freight train for 6 weeks. Anybody? Really anxious. So anxious and such a headache went to e r last night. Feel so headache and confused. Dont want to be this way. Will I benefit sleep and hopefully headache relief from this? Just keep thinking if I take serequil my poor brain will never recover. But I honestly cant take this anymore. Husband wants out. My not working/functioning has ruined our marriage/lives. Cant blame for him. Do I take serequil and hope for a miracle?