While relaxing to take in the meditation last night- I had a myoclonic jerk. A BIG one. Just one, but it made my entire body spasm and for that moment I couldn't breathe. If it had gone on any longer I'd have called it a convulsion. I gasped. And falling asleep last night- it occurred several times- just as I was falling asleep complete with the gasping. Thus I'm not overly well rested today. I lay awake for a bit with the urge for a restless leg, a very mild one, and it lasted for only a few minutes- but still.
And cloudy urine this morning. I ate a couple of my wife's left over onion rings from her fast food meal. I've not eaten from that place in many moons. It could be connected.
Today I feel off, particularly since I've been laboring out in the freezing cold.
And I see in the news- The Republican controlled Senate voted to repeal Obamacare. And I've been seeing reactions to this news on the feeds- no few folks scared as all get down. Including the very Republicans who voted for Trump but doing so with the understanding (to themselves) that he wouldn't repeal it. I cannot engage in Schadenfreude- because all too many folks I know of are in the same boat of fear. If Trump signs off on it, then I simply cannot treat Republicans decently anymore, and anyone else who is a Pro-Trump "Christian".
I will not be a monster- but neither will I treat the Pro-Trump crowd with anything resembling respect. They couldn't be bothered to extend decency to others, they have no right to demand it.