I can relate to this completely . I think is that we are just sensitive human beings in general . I get jealous when I see people go through life relaxed and on their own frequency not minding surroundings and not responding to life with much emotion . Care free I guess ? I am so sensitive . When I walk into a room I can even feel the mood / energy and it can through me off so much . Just like sponge and I cannot block it. I guess we just have to learn to accept it as part of life and the way we are .
oh sorry it happens to you too.
I think, for me, at least, this is a bit more than just being sensitive, I don't know.
yes it would be nice to be care free!! I don't know if I will ever be able to relax that much again. I hope so, though
I was sorting through some papers this morning and came across my symptom list for this past Dec and was shocked that I was doing that poorly!
I really don't have anything to complain about now, in comparison.
But of course, we don't usually compare how we feel today to the worst that we've felt; instead we think about how we felt at our best, or at least when things were better, and wish that we felt THAT way instead.
It's hard to feel grateful sometimes but it does help to change my perspective and then, my mood.
I should pop over to your thread Blondie, I haven't kept up and wonder how you are doing
OH I slept last night!! not sure for how long, but it was good sleep, mostly.
I added some glycine, half of a 1000mg capsule. of course, after 3 nights of no sleep, there's a chance I would have fallen asleep anyway -but I seem to have slept better than usual, so maybe it was the gylcine
I will try it again tonight and see what happens.
That is good news about your sleep catnapt. I am not familiar with gylcine either. But if it is not harmful and it does the trick it is great! I recall sleep is one of you big issues and I do hope it will continue to improve. I remember from reading your earlier posts about no sleep and waking up every few hours and it seems that now it is somewhat better, right?
I am glad you are continuing to improve. And you are right about comparing how we feel now to our best versus worst. I never thought about it that way. To be honest I am even scarred to go back and read my earlier posts. Good thing is we are doing better and there will be bumps and hurdles but eventually we will find out way
Are you sleeping with your windows open nowadays? I love this 70s weather. I have my window open and hear the birds in the morning makes me feel good
Oh and about ringing in the ears. I think it gets aggravated by stress at least for me. Last week I was hope a couple of days and I remember sitting and reading and I was like oh wow my ears ringing is very mild almost unnoticed. But then back to work, stress levels are up and ringing came back.