Bobo32 Posted February 25, 2017 Share Posted February 25, 2017 Hi bryan, how long you've been on ADs? Have you recovered from soft glans and sexual numbness ? Thanks 2004-2007 paxil 2015- zoloft 3 months zyprexa 3 months lexapro 3 months xanax Med free since Feb 28th 2017 Mostly experiencing PSSD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bobo32 Posted March 6, 2017 Share Posted March 6, 2017 How are you feeling Ben? Let us know 2004-2007 paxil 2015- zoloft 3 months zyprexa 3 months lexapro 3 months xanax Med free since Feb 28th 2017 Mostly experiencing PSSD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
branyan Posted April 19, 2017 Author Share Posted April 19, 2017 Hey guys! Things, again, were going great for a while. Then I had a very very very stressful month and things have been a bit numb again. Performance is still great, but the actual beginning and end feeling aren't so great. Hoping it swings (no pun intended) back around again soon. 2006 -2009 LexaproMarch 2010 Off Lexapro on Zyprexa - November 2010 off ZyprexaOff ALL MEDICATION -Jan 22nd 2011 Well I made it about 10 years medication free. I was doing really well, and my PSSD while on and off was basically a non issue. 2021-22 Mirtazipine for 5 months , Off of meds for 2 months, On mirtazpiine for a month, Off. for 2 weeks, On Wellbutrin + lithium, Off meds for 3 weeks 2023 On vibbyrd for 1 week, On zyprexa for one month, Off, On Remeron for 2 weeks , Now Off meds. The PSSD is back. I am worried it is now totally permanent. I had to go on medication as I would have comitted suicide, but now I have adjusted to the Tinnitus and desperately am hoping for the PSSD to resolve again. But I am worried it cannot after I bombarded myself with medications again. I hope to god I am wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bobo32 Posted April 19, 2017 Share Posted April 19, 2017 Hey guys! Things, again, were going great for a while. Then I had a very very very stressful month and things have been a bit numb again. Performance is still great, but the actual beginning and end feeling aren't so great. Hoping it swings (no pun intended) back around again soon. Hey brian, How long you've been taking Ads? Have you ever experienced soft gland syndrome? How are you feeling now regarding arousal and pleasure? Thank you 2004-2007 paxil 2015- zoloft 3 months zyprexa 3 months lexapro 3 months xanax Med free since Feb 28th 2017 Mostly experiencing PSSD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
branyan Posted April 19, 2017 Author Share Posted April 19, 2017 Hey guys! Things, again, were going great for a while. Then I had a very very very stressful month and things have been a bit numb again. Performance is still great, but the actual beginning and end feeling aren't so great. Hoping it swings (no pun intended) back around again soon. Hey brian, How long you've been taking Ads? Have you ever experienced soft gland syndrome? How are you feeling now regarding arousal and pleasure? Thank you 1. That information is in my signature as well as well documented across my posts. 2. I haven't 3. You can read this entire thread and I think that will answer your questions. Good luck to you, I am sorry to hear you are suffering. 2006 -2009 LexaproMarch 2010 Off Lexapro on Zyprexa - November 2010 off ZyprexaOff ALL MEDICATION -Jan 22nd 2011 Well I made it about 10 years medication free. I was doing really well, and my PSSD while on and off was basically a non issue. 2021-22 Mirtazipine for 5 months , Off of meds for 2 months, On mirtazpiine for a month, Off. for 2 weeks, On Wellbutrin + lithium, Off meds for 3 weeks 2023 On vibbyrd for 1 week, On zyprexa for one month, Off, On Remeron for 2 weeks , Now Off meds. The PSSD is back. I am worried it is now totally permanent. I had to go on medication as I would have comitted suicide, but now I have adjusted to the Tinnitus and desperately am hoping for the PSSD to resolve again. But I am worried it cannot after I bombarded myself with medications again. I hope to god I am wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stan Posted April 19, 2017 Share Posted April 19, 2017 congratulations for shar you have a life very full i looked only a part because it needs several day for anxiety 12 years paxil - cold turkey 1,5 month - switch celexa 1 year taper; total 13 years on brain meds 67 years old - 9 years med free in protracted withdrawal rigidity standing and walking, dryness gougerot-szoegren, sleep deteriorate, function as have a lack of nerves, improving have been very little Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
branyan Posted April 26, 2017 Author Share Posted April 26, 2017 Thank you! And just like that things feel normal again, thank goodness. I was feeling hopeless there for a week or two. I feel connected, have a sex drive, and perform well. 2006 -2009 LexaproMarch 2010 Off Lexapro on Zyprexa - November 2010 off ZyprexaOff ALL MEDICATION -Jan 22nd 2011 Well I made it about 10 years medication free. I was doing really well, and my PSSD while on and off was basically a non issue. 2021-22 Mirtazipine for 5 months , Off of meds for 2 months, On mirtazpiine for a month, Off. for 2 weeks, On Wellbutrin + lithium, Off meds for 3 weeks 2023 On vibbyrd for 1 week, On zyprexa for one month, Off, On Remeron for 2 weeks , Now Off meds. The PSSD is back. I am worried it is now totally permanent. I had to go on medication as I would have comitted suicide, but now I have adjusted to the Tinnitus and desperately am hoping for the PSSD to resolve again. But I am worried it cannot after I bombarded myself with medications again. I hope to god I am wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
UnderPressure Posted April 27, 2017 Share Posted April 27, 2017 I'm curious as to your anhedonia. I'm eight months med free. I was only on 3 mg of risperdal for about four months and anhedonia set in while I was taking it. It's the main reason I went off the drug as I could not stand not being able to feel anything. I understand the meds you were on are different and you were on them for a greater length of time....but could you maybe explain the process/progress of your anhedonia? This is the worst feeling in the world, I feel like a soul-less shell of a human. My libido is low too, but I imagine that has a lot to do with a lack of emotions. Risperidone (Risperdal)-3mg from May 2016-Sept. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nicolantana Posted April 28, 2017 Share Posted April 28, 2017 I'm on your coat tails here Under Pressure, I second the motion Branyan. Can you expand on the anhedonia side of things? what was the dissipation like? did you get windows or was it all of a sudden etc, etc, etc...were you soulless for a long stretch...? Cheers late July...lexapro 10 seroquel 25.....due to mild depression......adverse reaction, suicidal thoughts, hospitalization August....felt that meds were ripping stomach apart....docs didn't believe me..upped meds to seroquel 125, lexapro 20, mirtazapine 30, olanzapine 20....stayed on these drugs unitl mid november......severe anhedonia all the time...mid novemeber 2016 , began taper.....very small windows of emotion...Christmas....off everything by Christmas day......last six weeks, cried and laughed on a number of occasions for first time since taking initial meds....8 occasions of strong emotion over 6 weeks in ealry 2016.......doubting recovery...... BIG WINDOW IN july 2017, felt incredible, lasted a month or so, felt close to recovered...window left, september to Chrimstas 17 was anhedonic hell.....Turn of the year, January 2018, some very strong days (a window) offering renewed hope back to hell until late February 2018, strong 10 day window....followed by anhedonic wave for 7 months straight! not a flicker of normalcy September 2018 ...incredible window...followed by three month wave.January 2019.... a strong window window subsided, but new baseline was higher.....life since January 2019 ( 9 months and counting) has been far better. Complete anhedonia is gone!! God, I've tears writing that. I am far from recovered, but far from hell...to use a scale, if life is rated out of a hundred, I was about minus 50 for the majority of 2 years..I know feel about 30 per cent of self, experiences intermittent flickers of normal life regularly....My days have more quality and I am optimistic of recovery. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bobo32 Posted May 11, 2017 Share Posted May 11, 2017 hey bryan, what you mean by being numb? Is it like having your genitals cold and not enough bloodflow in there? Did that reverse for you? Thank you 2004-2007 paxil 2015- zoloft 3 months zyprexa 3 months lexapro 3 months xanax Med free since Feb 28th 2017 Mostly experiencing PSSD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chorlton Posted July 19, 2017 Share Posted July 19, 2017 Hi Branyan, How are you doing? I too have pssd. chorlton 2017 10mg Citalopram for two weeks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
branyan Posted July 22, 2017 Author Share Posted July 22, 2017 Things were going pretty great in the month of May/June. Possibly the best in the 7 years since PSSD began. It was the most effortless erections, orgasms, etc. Now after a couple of really stressful months it's kind of bad again. So heres to hoping that changes again soon. 2006 -2009 LexaproMarch 2010 Off Lexapro on Zyprexa - November 2010 off ZyprexaOff ALL MEDICATION -Jan 22nd 2011 Well I made it about 10 years medication free. I was doing really well, and my PSSD while on and off was basically a non issue. 2021-22 Mirtazipine for 5 months , Off of meds for 2 months, On mirtazpiine for a month, Off. for 2 weeks, On Wellbutrin + lithium, Off meds for 3 weeks 2023 On vibbyrd for 1 week, On zyprexa for one month, Off, On Remeron for 2 weeks , Now Off meds. The PSSD is back. I am worried it is now totally permanent. I had to go on medication as I would have comitted suicide, but now I have adjusted to the Tinnitus and desperately am hoping for the PSSD to resolve again. But I am worried it cannot after I bombarded myself with medications again. I hope to god I am wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
branyan Posted August 11, 2017 Author Share Posted August 11, 2017 Now I can happily say that after a week of traveling with my partner things are going great again. Everything feels right again, and is performing like I expect it to. 2006 -2009 LexaproMarch 2010 Off Lexapro on Zyprexa - November 2010 off ZyprexaOff ALL MEDICATION -Jan 22nd 2011 Well I made it about 10 years medication free. I was doing really well, and my PSSD while on and off was basically a non issue. 2021-22 Mirtazipine for 5 months , Off of meds for 2 months, On mirtazpiine for a month, Off. for 2 weeks, On Wellbutrin + lithium, Off meds for 3 weeks 2023 On vibbyrd for 1 week, On zyprexa for one month, Off, On Remeron for 2 weeks , Now Off meds. The PSSD is back. I am worried it is now totally permanent. I had to go on medication as I would have comitted suicide, but now I have adjusted to the Tinnitus and desperately am hoping for the PSSD to resolve again. But I am worried it cannot after I bombarded myself with medications again. I hope to god I am wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bobo32 Posted August 11, 2017 Share Posted August 11, 2017 Are you performing like you want to ? Are you 100 percent healed when it comes to sexuality ? also have you ever experienced soft glans syndrome ? Do you know anything that could help with this type of pssd ? thank you 2004-2007 paxil 2015- zoloft 3 months zyprexa 3 months lexapro 3 months xanax Med free since Feb 28th 2017 Mostly experiencing PSSD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
branyan Posted August 13, 2017 Author Share Posted August 13, 2017 Hi Bobo. I am not 100% healed. I have explained that many many times in this post. I have also answered your second question many many times. I am sorry to be blunt, but I am a bit tired of repeating myself in that regard. As I have said before, and if you take the time to read my posts, even 7 years out things are still fluctuating. I am sorry you are suffering, and i truly wish you the best. 2006 -2009 LexaproMarch 2010 Off Lexapro on Zyprexa - November 2010 off ZyprexaOff ALL MEDICATION -Jan 22nd 2011 Well I made it about 10 years medication free. I was doing really well, and my PSSD while on and off was basically a non issue. 2021-22 Mirtazipine for 5 months , Off of meds for 2 months, On mirtazpiine for a month, Off. for 2 weeks, On Wellbutrin + lithium, Off meds for 3 weeks 2023 On vibbyrd for 1 week, On zyprexa for one month, Off, On Remeron for 2 weeks , Now Off meds. The PSSD is back. I am worried it is now totally permanent. I had to go on medication as I would have comitted suicide, but now I have adjusted to the Tinnitus and desperately am hoping for the PSSD to resolve again. But I am worried it cannot after I bombarded myself with medications again. I hope to god I am wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jescowhite Posted September 5, 2017 Share Posted September 5, 2017 On 21/2/2016 at 8:31 PM, branyan said: Hey guys! Brunyan here from the old PP forums. I haven't written in any SSRI or related forum in almost 2 years now. The reason being? Things for the most part have been pretty damn great. My actual life is great. I have a great career started. I am finally independent and financially stable. I've had a couple of short relationships in between now and when Paxil Progress ended. During that sexual relationship I almost NEVER had one problem. Not only that, things were pretty freaking great in that department. I never had any problems getting it up, and sex was frequent and very good. Now there is still some of the genital numbness, and spotty libido, but was scarcely a worry. So. fast forward. We broke up. Not the right time in our lives, etc etc blah blah. Now the libido and functioning goes right back down to nothing good. This has been the pattern in the post SSRI/PSSD world for almost 5-6 years now. In the relationship things work great. Outside of that relationship, even when by myself things just dont feel very good. I realize how lucky I am. I'm grateful to have what I have. I'm so lucky. I'm not even really complaining. I just kind of needed to vent because its kind of scary. And in the past the one habit I've made is obsessively trying to hook up with girls or look at porn to keep testing if things are working. And I want to be a lone for a while and do some more soul searching. The last girl i was with I was very upfront about the PSSD stuff, and we took our time to get to sex and that made all the difference. I cannot discount the emotional and psychological part of it. It's almost as if the PSSD has made those components so strong that I am now 'demi-sexual". If you look that up it basically means you can't be aroused without an emotional connection.. I've got a lot of work to do in therapy to deal with this. I need to listen to my rational mind and not the fearful part. I can do this. I'm of course open to any and all questions as I know that my story has been used as a success story for many people fearful of PSSD around the internet. Hey Brunyan! Thanks for sharing your experiences. How are things going? Do you still experience soft glans or penile atrophy? Best greets Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bobo32 Posted October 9, 2017 Share Posted October 9, 2017 hey bryan, Thank you for posting your progress. Please let us know about your improvements. Wish you the best 2004-2007 paxil 2015- zoloft 3 months zyprexa 3 months lexapro 3 months xanax Med free since Feb 28th 2017 Mostly experiencing PSSD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
branyan Posted October 19, 2017 Author Share Posted October 19, 2017 After months of doing well, with some downs in between, I’m struggling again with the PSSD part. I’ve started to notice that when I’m depressed or things are very hum drum and routine that this happens. 2006 -2009 LexaproMarch 2010 Off Lexapro on Zyprexa - November 2010 off ZyprexaOff ALL MEDICATION -Jan 22nd 2011 Well I made it about 10 years medication free. I was doing really well, and my PSSD while on and off was basically a non issue. 2021-22 Mirtazipine for 5 months , Off of meds for 2 months, On mirtazpiine for a month, Off. for 2 weeks, On Wellbutrin + lithium, Off meds for 3 weeks 2023 On vibbyrd for 1 week, On zyprexa for one month, Off, On Remeron for 2 weeks , Now Off meds. The PSSD is back. I am worried it is now totally permanent. I had to go on medication as I would have comitted suicide, but now I have adjusted to the Tinnitus and desperately am hoping for the PSSD to resolve again. But I am worried it cannot after I bombarded myself with medications again. I hope to god I am wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hussy Posted October 29, 2017 Share Posted October 29, 2017 Thanks for the update. It must be a wave which will lift soon I hope. How bad are the current symptoms and when did this wave start mild depression: took effaxor XR 75mg From nov 2016 - feb 2017 for 4 months PSSD : Since then along with continuing withdrawal. cognition problems, headache , fatigue, concentration problems, anhedonia, PSSD ( erection 2/10, Libido1/10, orgasm 4/10) no significant improvements in any withdrawal symptoms or any PSSD symptoms Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
branyan Posted November 8, 2017 Author Share Posted November 8, 2017 It lifted! Things went back to pretty great! Just gotta ride it out. 2006 -2009 LexaproMarch 2010 Off Lexapro on Zyprexa - November 2010 off ZyprexaOff ALL MEDICATION -Jan 22nd 2011 Well I made it about 10 years medication free. I was doing really well, and my PSSD while on and off was basically a non issue. 2021-22 Mirtazipine for 5 months , Off of meds for 2 months, On mirtazpiine for a month, Off. for 2 weeks, On Wellbutrin + lithium, Off meds for 3 weeks 2023 On vibbyrd for 1 week, On zyprexa for one month, Off, On Remeron for 2 weeks , Now Off meds. The PSSD is back. I am worried it is now totally permanent. I had to go on medication as I would have comitted suicide, but now I have adjusted to the Tinnitus and desperately am hoping for the PSSD to resolve again. But I am worried it cannot after I bombarded myself with medications again. I hope to god I am wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bobo32 Posted November 8, 2017 Share Posted November 8, 2017 How is your pssd ? are you in a relationship? how long was your last window and were you able to have normal intercourse ? thank you 2004-2007 paxil 2015- zoloft 3 months zyprexa 3 months lexapro 3 months xanax Med free since Feb 28th 2017 Mostly experiencing PSSD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
89abc123 Posted December 16, 2017 Share Posted December 16, 2017 Hi, im new to this site and find your updates so helpful! I'm a female with pssd and it's awful. I'm hoping for recovery myself but my issues started when I first went on the drug not when I was coming off. Not sure if that makes a difference to recovery but I'm staying hopeful...I'm coming up to the 3 year mark though. glad to hear you are feeling better at the moment Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted January 6, 2019 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted January 6, 2019 Hi there, The staff at SA are wondering how you are. We'd love to hear how you are doing now. Would you mind dropping by and giving an update? Thanks. CC * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
branyan Posted January 7, 2019 Author Share Posted January 7, 2019 I’m alive and well! Save for a few moments here and there over the last couple years, I’ve been pretty much feeling healed. But really what that means to me is, sexual stuff is almost never a problem. And the normal that I understand now is something I’m happy with. In other words I don’t think things will ever be like I was before ending SSRI use, but I remember more of what it feels like to feel good now, then I did before it before it. Most of that trauma, both physically, and especially mentally is gone. I’m happily married now, and like most of us schmucks, I’m just trying to be the best person I can be. I live my life the best I know how. 2006 -2009 LexaproMarch 2010 Off Lexapro on Zyprexa - November 2010 off ZyprexaOff ALL MEDICATION -Jan 22nd 2011 Well I made it about 10 years medication free. I was doing really well, and my PSSD while on and off was basically a non issue. 2021-22 Mirtazipine for 5 months , Off of meds for 2 months, On mirtazpiine for a month, Off. for 2 weeks, On Wellbutrin + lithium, Off meds for 3 weeks 2023 On vibbyrd for 1 week, On zyprexa for one month, Off, On Remeron for 2 weeks , Now Off meds. The PSSD is back. I am worried it is now totally permanent. I had to go on medication as I would have comitted suicide, but now I have adjusted to the Tinnitus and desperately am hoping for the PSSD to resolve again. But I am worried it cannot after I bombarded myself with medications again. I hope to god I am wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted January 7, 2019 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted January 7, 2019 Hi Branyan, That's a wonderful update and congratulations on getting married. Thank you very much for returning to update us. It is much appreciated. Best wishes for the future. * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
branyan Posted March 6, 2019 Author Share Posted March 6, 2019 So just like that I’ve gone through a very depressive episode which I often do this time of year and the sex drive has felt basically zero. I’ve had a few good experiences here and there (since my last post) but definitely feeling a bit down about things! Hopefully when the good weather comes out things will turn around. 2006 -2009 LexaproMarch 2010 Off Lexapro on Zyprexa - November 2010 off ZyprexaOff ALL MEDICATION -Jan 22nd 2011 Well I made it about 10 years medication free. I was doing really well, and my PSSD while on and off was basically a non issue. 2021-22 Mirtazipine for 5 months , Off of meds for 2 months, On mirtazpiine for a month, Off. for 2 weeks, On Wellbutrin + lithium, Off meds for 3 weeks 2023 On vibbyrd for 1 week, On zyprexa for one month, Off, On Remeron for 2 weeks , Now Off meds. The PSSD is back. I am worried it is now totally permanent. I had to go on medication as I would have comitted suicide, but now I have adjusted to the Tinnitus and desperately am hoping for the PSSD to resolve again. But I am worried it cannot after I bombarded myself with medications again. I hope to god I am wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
branyan Posted March 9, 2019 Author Share Posted March 9, 2019 And just like that things swing back to really good after the depression lifts. 2006 -2009 LexaproMarch 2010 Off Lexapro on Zyprexa - November 2010 off ZyprexaOff ALL MEDICATION -Jan 22nd 2011 Well I made it about 10 years medication free. I was doing really well, and my PSSD while on and off was basically a non issue. 2021-22 Mirtazipine for 5 months , Off of meds for 2 months, On mirtazpiine for a month, Off. for 2 weeks, On Wellbutrin + lithium, Off meds for 3 weeks 2023 On vibbyrd for 1 week, On zyprexa for one month, Off, On Remeron for 2 weeks , Now Off meds. The PSSD is back. I am worried it is now totally permanent. I had to go on medication as I would have comitted suicide, but now I have adjusted to the Tinnitus and desperately am hoping for the PSSD to resolve again. But I am worried it cannot after I bombarded myself with medications again. I hope to god I am wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bhasski Posted March 16, 2019 Share Posted March 16, 2019 On 1/8/2019 at 3:14 AM, branyan said: I’m alive and well! Save for a few moments here and there over the last couple years, I’ve been pretty much feeling healed. But really what that means to me is, sexual stuff is almost never a problem. And the normal that I understand now is something I’m happy with. In other words I don’t think things will ever be like I was before ending SSRI use, but I remember more of what it feels like to feel good now, then I did before it before it. Most of that trauma, both physically, and especially mentally is gone. I’m happily married now, and like most of us schmucks, I’m just trying to be the best person I can be. I live my life the best I know how. Happy to know. Best wishes. 08/13 - 01/14Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem) 02/14 - 05/14Flunil 20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.2510/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)11/14 - 08/15Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T) 03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam. After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
changeofmotion Posted May 22, 2019 Share Posted May 22, 2019 I just wanted to say that this thread has really helped me through the last year and a half or so and I wanted to extend my thanks, Branyan. And really happy to hear that you got married and are in general enjoying life!! I'm experiencing similar patterns, a year and a half out from Zoloft and it's super useful to have a reference point to help me understand my experience better. So. Thank you. Again. Zoloft: 02/2015 - 12/2017 Intermittent dosing: 07/2017 - 12/2017 Quick taper ~2 weeks: 12/2017 - 01/2018 Wellbutrin: 01/13/2018 - 01/30/2018. Prozac 10mg 01/30/2018 - 02/28/2018 Prozac 5mg 02/28/2018 - 04/01/2018 Oxcarbazepine 300mg 01/30/2018 - 02/14/2018 Oxcarbazepine 600mg 02/15/2018 - 04/02/2018 Oxcarbazepine 300mg 04/01/2018 - 05/01/2018 Oxcarbazepine 150mg 05/02/2018 - 06/01/2018 No medication 06/02/2018 - present. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
branyan Posted May 22, 2019 Author Share Posted May 22, 2019 My pleasure man. I know when I started to get off the drugs I NEEDED stories like this. 1 2006 -2009 LexaproMarch 2010 Off Lexapro on Zyprexa - November 2010 off ZyprexaOff ALL MEDICATION -Jan 22nd 2011 Well I made it about 10 years medication free. I was doing really well, and my PSSD while on and off was basically a non issue. 2021-22 Mirtazipine for 5 months , Off of meds for 2 months, On mirtazpiine for a month, Off. for 2 weeks, On Wellbutrin + lithium, Off meds for 3 weeks 2023 On vibbyrd for 1 week, On zyprexa for one month, Off, On Remeron for 2 weeks , Now Off meds. The PSSD is back. I am worried it is now totally permanent. I had to go on medication as I would have comitted suicide, but now I have adjusted to the Tinnitus and desperately am hoping for the PSSD to resolve again. But I am worried it cannot after I bombarded myself with medications again. I hope to god I am wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shar244 Posted August 16, 2019 Share Posted August 16, 2019 On 12/16/2017 at 6:09 PM, 89abc123 said: Hi, im new to this site and find your updates so helpful! I'm a female with pssd and it's awful. I'm hoping for recovery myself but my issues started when I first went on the drug not when I was coming off. Not sure if that makes a difference to recovery but I'm staying hopeful...I'm coming up to the 3 year mark though. glad to hear you are feeling better at the moment Abc my story is similar to yours, have you had any improvements? This thread has given me hope, glad you’re feeling much better after all this time branyan. Thank you Sertaline (Zoloft) 25mg increased to 50mg after 2-3 weeks Mid Oct 2016 - Mid Dec 2016 I also took Propranalol as and when/on and off from 2012 to 2016 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JP1985 Posted May 22, 2020 Share Posted May 22, 2020 On 1/7/2019 at 9:44 PM, branyan said: In other words I don’t think things will ever be like I was before ending SSRI use, but I remember more of what it feels like to feel good now, then I did before it before it. Most of that trauma, both physically, and especially mentally is gone. Hi Branyan.. I just wonder what you mean about this part? “I don’t think things will ever be like I was before ending SSRI use” Did you mean before starting SSRI’s?.. or do you mean things were great when on SSRI’s. I’m guessing you came off SSRI’s because of sexual problems? I was on citalopram for 5 years and the last year of it I started getting the sexual problems so I came off it (once I realised it was the SSRI) Cheers JP Mirtazapine 2009 - 1.5 years Citalopram 2011-2018 Testosterone replacement therapy 2018 - present Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Naczoz Posted September 2, 2020 Share Posted September 2, 2020 @branyan did all pssd sympthoms like genital numbness, no libido, ed, pleasureorgasms resolved? 01.12.2018 - 01.03.2019 - Took sertraline and than fluvosamine for major depression. Got SEVERE PSSD (no libido, no erections, pleasureless orgasma, total genital anesthesia, emotional numbness, lost of personality) No wave and windows, no improvement so far. Just lije 1-2% in numbness in first two months post quitting. Im suicidal because of pssd. I dont believe in recovery since my state didnt improve in any significant way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
branyan Posted June 1, 2021 Author Share Posted June 1, 2021 On 9/2/2020 at 5:33 AM, Naczoz said: @branyan did all pssd sympthoms like genital numbness, no libido, ed, pleasureorgasms resolved? Hi! I haven't been here in a long time because I've been busy doing well and living life. I get a lot of questions like these from time to time and I don't feel like the state you are in can phrase the question in a way that will make you happy. What I mean is it is unrealistic to expect anything to not bother you had any given moment, or expect 100% recovery of every single thing. We have human bodies that are very complex and go through very complex changes that can be very difficult to us. In fact I'm going through some complex changes right now unrelated to PSSD that are very bothersome to me that I'm working through, and I know I will conquer. To answer your question more directly, I have an incredible sex life that I enjoy very much that is pleasurable both emotionally, mentally, and physically. I experience good libido, and I have a very functional sex life that makes me very happy. Beyond that I don't think about it at all anymore. I don't think about percentages, or how good or bad it is, or the percentage of feeling or erection or anything like that. Things just work for me in my life and I am happy. And in response to anybody that wants to know what it looks like to heal, that is how I would quantify it. Becoming healed and recovered means that you are happy with your life and it doesn't bother you anymore. And that can look a lot of different ways to a lot of different people. Once you remove the obsession of looking at things in a very specific way, you remove barriers to your happiness. Perhaps this was easy for me to say considering I am doing well with this specific aspect of my life. But remember from 2010 through 2012 I was suicidal about this issue. I would also say that trying to live my life and develop intimate relationships (despite my issues) came before improvements. It wasn't until I tried to connect emotionally with people (and this was hard as as post SSRI I had very stunted emotions) that my brain begin to rewire (science would call this Neuro-plasticity). I feel like I had to rewire my brain. At first with women things did not work at all and I had to be very patient. But after a while things begin to work. On and off at first, then more consistently. From 2013 to 16 it was difficult but workable. And once I became married in 2018 it became a non-issue. 5 2006 -2009 LexaproMarch 2010 Off Lexapro on Zyprexa - November 2010 off ZyprexaOff ALL MEDICATION -Jan 22nd 2011 Well I made it about 10 years medication free. I was doing really well, and my PSSD while on and off was basically a non issue. 2021-22 Mirtazipine for 5 months , Off of meds for 2 months, On mirtazpiine for a month, Off. for 2 weeks, On Wellbutrin + lithium, Off meds for 3 weeks 2023 On vibbyrd for 1 week, On zyprexa for one month, Off, On Remeron for 2 weeks , Now Off meds. The PSSD is back. I am worried it is now totally permanent. I had to go on medication as I would have comitted suicide, but now I have adjusted to the Tinnitus and desperately am hoping for the PSSD to resolve again. But I am worried it cannot after I bombarded myself with medications again. I hope to god I am wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Parisien Posted October 10, 2021 Share Posted October 10, 2021 (edited) Bonjour comment vas-tu @branyan? J'ai une question avez-vous l'éjaculation précoce lorsque vous arrêtez de prendre des antidépresseurs? Si oui, cela a-t-il été résolu au fil du temps ? J'ai un mois d'arrêt et mon érection revient même si j'ai beaucoup moins de libido qu'avant et un orgasme sans plaisir. Ainsi que pas où peu d'érection le matin et mon pénis a un peu rétréci. Ce qui me dérange vraiment c'est l'éjaculation précoce Translated with www.DeepL.com/Translator (free version) Hi how are you @branyan? I have a question do you have premature ejaculation when you stop taking antidepressants? If so, has it resolved over time? I'm a month off and my erection is coming back even though I have much less libido than before and a pleasureless orgasm. As well as no or little erection in the morning and my penis has shrunk a bit. What really bothers me is the premature ejaculation Edited October 11, 2021 by ChessieCat added translation & corrected @ tag Hello everyone, I was on seroplex 10mg in October 2019 for over a year and then on brintellix from March to September for maybe 8 months. I made several attempts to stop abruptly then I resumed the treatment of brintellix recently for a few weeks because it was too difficult to stop. Symptom when stopped: premature ejaculation, ejaculation with less orgasm. Severe insomnia, transient headaches, sensitivity to noise and light. Last intake of brintellix 5mg: Saturday, September 11, 2021 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PsychologicalSafe15 Posted October 11, 2021 Share Posted October 11, 2021 @branyan How old are you now ? How old were you when you developed PSSD ? 2017 october--2018 march->(6 month) fluoxetine 20,30 mg-->cold turkey= after 2 month semen leakage 2018 july---2018 Aug-->(24 days) fluoxetine 20 mg --> cold turkey = vivid dreams begin 2018 december 2019 Jan-->(1 month) Amitriptyline 25--> cold turkey --------++++--horror of drugs begins. Taking one after another and cold turkey-------+++------------------ 2019 May--2019 May--> (12 days) Lexapro cold turkey 2019 May--2019 august -->(3 month)Cobazam 10 mg +amitriptyline 25 mg --> clobazam cold turkey ----2019 october ---> went cold turkey amitriptyline 25 mg. 2019 october--2020 Jan -->(3 months) duloxetine cymbalta 30mg --->cold turkey 2020 jan-2020 Apr--> (3 months) paroxetine 25 mg --> Cold turkey 2020 July--2021 Jan--> (6 months) amitriptyline 50 mg ,75 mg,100 mg ,125 mg -> cold turkey 2021 jan--2021 May--> (4 months) imipramine 75 mg -->cold turkey 2021 may-2021 Aug--> (3 months) nortriptyline 25 mg --> cold turkey== still semen leakage and vivid dream Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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