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#181 Santino

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Posted 28 February 2017 - 06:41 AM

My Dear Friends.

 

 

Time for an update. As of yesterday i am legally at 4.5Mg. It is a very stressful period for me actually but i am trying to hold on and continue with the taper.

 

There have been bad days and good days but generally i have felt better. Today i have had a very stressful day and am continuing to struggle but i hope tomorrow will be better. I think that taper makes us stronger but we are very prone to stress and multi process thinking. Our brains tend to get tired very soon and this is something we have to struggle everyday.

 

Stay strong and fight friends.

 

We will make it.

 

Santino


2015 -  2016 Xanax only rescue doses of 0.125 mg 1-2 times per month
 March 2016 0.125Mg * 2 Xanax for 10 days.

20 March 2016 0.25 Mg * 2 Xanax for one week. 1 April 2016 Tranxene 5 mg and Fevarin but bad reaction for 5 days.4 April 2016 25 Mg Amitryptiline + 6 MG bromazepam at night

Started tapering Bromazepam 6 days later reached up to 3 MG in 10 days and withdrawal. Pdoc asked to go 6 MG again.

10 of May started Remeron 15 MG and started tapering Bromazepam again.

SINCE 09/06/2016 BENZO FREE - Started Tapering Remeron 04/07/2016

 

04/Jul/16 12.8 Mg, 11/Aug/16 12 Mg, 20/Aug/16 11Mg, 3/Sept/16 10Mg, 11/Sept/16 9 Mg, 30/Sept/16 8.1 Mg, 14/Oct/16 7.25 Mg, 17/Nov/16 6.7, 23/Nov/16 6.5, 2/Dec/16 6.25, 9/Dec/16 6Mg,

25/Dec/16 5.7Mg, 4/Jan/17 5.4Mg, 20/Jan/17 5.2Mg, 07/Feb/17 5 Mg, 15/Feb/17 4.8Mg, 27/Feb/17 4.5Mg, 15/Mar/17 4.2Mg, 23/Mar/17 4Mg

 

 

 


#182 scallywag

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Posted 28 February 2017 - 05:05 PM

Santino -- thanks for updating us. Celebrate -- you've come a long way down on your medication and up with your coping skills!


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#183 Hopefull

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Posted 01 March 2017 - 10:15 PM

Hi Santino,
Good to hear that you are doing well.
Keep it up. Take care, Hopefull.

DRUG HISTORY:

 

November 2013- Zoloft, ( Bad reaction).

January 2014 - March 2014 Seroquel.( Quit Cold Turkey).

January2014- Mirtazapine, I was taking 15mg at one stage, reduced to 7.5mg, Pgad reactions to Mirtazapine. Doctor kept increasing it to 37.5mg, until July 2014. No improvement, experiencing panic attacks, on 37.5 mg. I had enough by October 2014. Began tapering.

October 2014- Started tapering Mirtazapine from 37.5mg.

September 2015- Down to 4mg of Mirtazapine. Crashed.

September 16th- Up dosed to 5mg. Held this dose for almost 5 months. Stabilised.

February 2016- Began tapering again. From 5mg to 4.5mg of Mirtazapine. (Rocking the boat, again)! Lol. :(


#184 marie123

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Posted 02 March 2017 - 05:56 AM

Good for you Santino for getting down to a low dose (plus getting off the benzo).  I know how hard it is to get there. Please try to slow down a bit as you get even lower so you'll make a nice soft landing. Good luck!

 

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3/14  7.5 Remeron  still taking this.                              

2/14         75 Trazodone   -    Tapered by dry cutting all the way down.

2/22/15    69 Traz

3/13/15    63 Traz

4/12/15    56 Traz

5/14/15    50 Traz

6/3/15      47 Traz

7/3/15      45 Traz

9/10/15    37 Traz

10/10/15  33 Traz, 10/24/15 30 mg 11/5/15 25 mg 11/20 12.5 mg 12/9/15 9 mg 12/22 6 mg 1/1/16 4 mg JUMPED.4/2/16 Rein 1 mg, 6/7/16 updose 2mg

8/13/16    1.1 Traz tapered from 2 mg, 10/26/16 1 mg Traz .92 mg CURRENT DOSE


#185 Santino

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Posted 06 March 2017 - 12:43 PM

EMERGENCY SITUATION FRIENDS.... PLEASE HELP.
I accidentally chewed and swallowed a tablet of 30Mg. I am currently at 4.5Mg on my taper. After that went to the toilet and immediately vomited, I drunk hot water 3-4 times and then vomited all of it again until the vomit was clear....

 

Did somebody accidentally updosed in this way and what is the worse thing i can expect...????


2015 -  2016 Xanax only rescue doses of 0.125 mg 1-2 times per month
 March 2016 0.125Mg * 2 Xanax for 10 days.

20 March 2016 0.25 Mg * 2 Xanax for one week. 1 April 2016 Tranxene 5 mg and Fevarin but bad reaction for 5 days.4 April 2016 25 Mg Amitryptiline + 6 MG bromazepam at night

Started tapering Bromazepam 6 days later reached up to 3 MG in 10 days and withdrawal. Pdoc asked to go 6 MG again.

10 of May started Remeron 15 MG and started tapering Bromazepam again.

SINCE 09/06/2016 BENZO FREE - Started Tapering Remeron 04/07/2016

 

04/Jul/16 12.8 Mg, 11/Aug/16 12 Mg, 20/Aug/16 11Mg, 3/Sept/16 10Mg, 11/Sept/16 9 Mg, 30/Sept/16 8.1 Mg, 14/Oct/16 7.25 Mg, 17/Nov/16 6.7, 23/Nov/16 6.5, 2/Dec/16 6.25, 9/Dec/16 6Mg,

25/Dec/16 5.7Mg, 4/Jan/17 5.4Mg, 20/Jan/17 5.2Mg, 07/Feb/17 5 Mg, 15/Feb/17 4.8Mg, 27/Feb/17 4.5Mg, 15/Mar/17 4.2Mg, 23/Mar/17 4Mg

 

 

 


#186 catnapt

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Posted 06 March 2017 - 12:58 PM

EMERGENCY SITUATION FRIENDS.... PLEASE HELP.
I accidentally chewed and swallowed a tablet of 30Mg. I am currently at 4.5Mg on my taper. After that went to the toilet and immediately vomited, I drunk hot water 3-4 times and then vomited all of it again until the vomit was clear....

 

Did somebody accidentally updosed in this way and what is the worse thing i can expect...????

 

 

not to be gross but were you able to see the tablet in what was vomited up? it sounds like you probably were able to expel the tablet, in which case there should not be any ill effects.

 

if you think you didn't get it all up, then well, it may not be all that bad, even so. I know there are ppl here who made similar accidents and were ok, they had a few rough days I guess but then they were ok

 

I hope it goes well for you. So smart to make yourself vomit, I don't know that I'd be able to do that, myself!


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2002-2015 on varying doses of lexapro, as  high as 40 mgs, but usually 20mgs

June 2015: tapered too fast to 2.5mgs, then to 2.5mgs every other day Dec 2015:  found SA forum; holding at 2.5mgs 

Early May 2016: jumped off at 2.5mgs, not smart- crashed in late Sept.

Oct 26 2016  reinstated liquid lexapro 0.05ml/day at night, dose +/- til settling on 0.15BID (0.3/day)= windows and waves

Jan 8, 2017 too quick switch to single dose in the morning, 0.3mgs (bad mistake, led to a crash)

Jan 12 added low dose zyprexa for SI, took infrequently as rescue med, last dose Feb.15

Jan 26 lexapro 0.27mg Feb 25 lexapro updose back to 0.3mg due to unrelenting severe insomnia

March 1 insomnia got worse, back down to 0.29 for one day, then 0.27, then 0.25- improving!! March 17 0.24

March 7 added low dose lamictal

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#187 AliG

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Posted 06 March 2017 - 03:30 PM

Santino.   I'm sorry about your mishap. It sounds like you remedied the situation. You may be a little wobbly for a few weeks but hopefully it should be minor.

 

I would just proceed but HOLD for a few extra weeks to let the effects ( if any ) on your CNS settle down. It pays to be extra careful after an episode like this. I hope it goes well for you.

 

Ali


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#188 Santino

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Posted 07 March 2017 - 01:27 AM

Dear friends...

 

Thanks for your comments. Due to this mishap i had a very bad sleep last night. Maybe 3 hours of interrupted and today i am at work feeling spaced out.

Let me know whether i should continue at 4.5Mg as usual tonight...?? I hope i have not messed up my taper. I threw up 3-4 times yesterday evening immediately after i chewed the tablet. I was drinking 3 glass of warm water and then threw up fully. I repeated this process maybe 3-4 times. I think most of it has gone out but the lack of sleep and the very tired brain feeling today is really bad.

Help plsss....


2015 -  2016 Xanax only rescue doses of 0.125 mg 1-2 times per month
 March 2016 0.125Mg * 2 Xanax for 10 days.

20 March 2016 0.25 Mg * 2 Xanax for one week. 1 April 2016 Tranxene 5 mg and Fevarin but bad reaction for 5 days.4 April 2016 25 Mg Amitryptiline + 6 MG bromazepam at night

Started tapering Bromazepam 6 days later reached up to 3 MG in 10 days and withdrawal. Pdoc asked to go 6 MG again.

10 of May started Remeron 15 MG and started tapering Bromazepam again.

SINCE 09/06/2016 BENZO FREE - Started Tapering Remeron 04/07/2016

 

04/Jul/16 12.8 Mg, 11/Aug/16 12 Mg, 20/Aug/16 11Mg, 3/Sept/16 10Mg, 11/Sept/16 9 Mg, 30/Sept/16 8.1 Mg, 14/Oct/16 7.25 Mg, 17/Nov/16 6.7, 23/Nov/16 6.5, 2/Dec/16 6.25, 9/Dec/16 6Mg,

25/Dec/16 5.7Mg, 4/Jan/17 5.4Mg, 20/Jan/17 5.2Mg, 07/Feb/17 5 Mg, 15/Feb/17 4.8Mg, 27/Feb/17 4.5Mg, 15/Mar/17 4.2Mg, 23/Mar/17 4Mg

 

 

 


#189 ChessieCat

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Posted 07 March 2017 - 02:10 AM

It makes sense to just take your next regular dose when you are due to take it.  That's what I would do.


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Antidepressants:  25 years - 1 unknown, Prozac (caused muscle weakness), Zoloft; Cipramil CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks soon after)

Pristiq:  50mg mid 2012, 100mg beg 2014 (mild Serotonin Toxicity)     Current:  Pristiq 28mg (from 3 March 17)

 

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#190 Santino

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Posted 07 March 2017 - 07:39 AM

Catnapt, AliG, ChessieCat thanks for the answer my friends.

I was not able to see the tablet cause i chewed it as i was eating peanuts and completely forgot that i had the tablet in my hand. Only when i felt the taste in my mouth i became aware of the mistake. At that time i already swallowed most of it. I went to the toilet and spat it out. Provoked throwing up and after i threw up all the food, then i drunk 3-4 glases of warm water and provoked throwing up again. I repeated this process 3-4 times. Anyway after that i did not sleep properly at all and today i feel like damn tired and with a high degree of foggy brain. It is the same foggy brain i had when i was on 7.5Mg and holding at that dose. 
 

For sure tonight i will continue with 4.5 i have no intention to up dose and hope to have a good sleep. Normally it happens after the nights with bad sleep.

Let's see tomorrow how it will unfold. 

What a delusion for me. I was doing somehow normal and now Bam this thing strikes. 


2015 -  2016 Xanax only rescue doses of 0.125 mg 1-2 times per month
 March 2016 0.125Mg * 2 Xanax for 10 days.

20 March 2016 0.25 Mg * 2 Xanax for one week. 1 April 2016 Tranxene 5 mg and Fevarin but bad reaction for 5 days.4 April 2016 25 Mg Amitryptiline + 6 MG bromazepam at night

Started tapering Bromazepam 6 days later reached up to 3 MG in 10 days and withdrawal. Pdoc asked to go 6 MG again.

10 of May started Remeron 15 MG and started tapering Bromazepam again.

SINCE 09/06/2016 BENZO FREE - Started Tapering Remeron 04/07/2016

 

04/Jul/16 12.8 Mg, 11/Aug/16 12 Mg, 20/Aug/16 11Mg, 3/Sept/16 10Mg, 11/Sept/16 9 Mg, 30/Sept/16 8.1 Mg, 14/Oct/16 7.25 Mg, 17/Nov/16 6.7, 23/Nov/16 6.5, 2/Dec/16 6.25, 9/Dec/16 6Mg,

25/Dec/16 5.7Mg, 4/Jan/17 5.4Mg, 20/Jan/17 5.2Mg, 07/Feb/17 5 Mg, 15/Feb/17 4.8Mg, 27/Feb/17 4.5Mg, 15/Mar/17 4.2Mg, 23/Mar/17 4Mg

 

 

 


#191 Santino

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Posted 15 March 2017 - 11:47 PM

My dear friends.

My new dose has started since last night. Currently at 4.2Mg. I have had a lot of fatigue lately but i am hoping it will pass. I have also rumination periods but i am managing those somehow. In terms of anxiety and depression things seems ok right now but i am left with a high level of procrastination feelings which do not go away that easy. Fogy brain or sponge wet felt brain may have been present just for very brief moments. I don't get panicked when i sense them now, just wait them to go out. Another good thing is that i can find the forces and can argue with people over different matters... something it would look impossible to me 4-5 months ago.

This has been the worse period of my life... but somehow i have managed to work full time, contribute with as much as i can on growing up my little baby of 8 months already, starting a new small business at my hometown... and managing to only get 10 days of vacation for 2016... (i still have 10 days left to consume.. :-) 

I do not enter in SA very often because the negative stories have a lot of impact on me. Normally just come here to give an update after each drop and record the date of the drop at my signature.

To all the ones taking Mirtazapine... rest assured that healing through a slow taper exists. I am still nowhere near where i want to be but at least I AM A WAY BETTER... I have not seen a psychiatrist since July 2016 and i am not planning to see one in the near future. I am lucky on that direction because in my country i can get Mirt without the need to renew the prescription. Just show in the pharmacy my old prescription and they will just give me as much supply as i want.

Anyway i am continuing to fight my friends.

Be well and fight your fights... There is of course a lot of light at the end of the tunnel.

All the best

Santino
 


2015 -  2016 Xanax only rescue doses of 0.125 mg 1-2 times per month
 March 2016 0.125Mg * 2 Xanax for 10 days.

20 March 2016 0.25 Mg * 2 Xanax for one week. 1 April 2016 Tranxene 5 mg and Fevarin but bad reaction for 5 days.4 April 2016 25 Mg Amitryptiline + 6 MG bromazepam at night

Started tapering Bromazepam 6 days later reached up to 3 MG in 10 days and withdrawal. Pdoc asked to go 6 MG again.

10 of May started Remeron 15 MG and started tapering Bromazepam again.

SINCE 09/06/2016 BENZO FREE - Started Tapering Remeron 04/07/2016

 

04/Jul/16 12.8 Mg, 11/Aug/16 12 Mg, 20/Aug/16 11Mg, 3/Sept/16 10Mg, 11/Sept/16 9 Mg, 30/Sept/16 8.1 Mg, 14/Oct/16 7.25 Mg, 17/Nov/16 6.7, 23/Nov/16 6.5, 2/Dec/16 6.25, 9/Dec/16 6Mg,

25/Dec/16 5.7Mg, 4/Jan/17 5.4Mg, 20/Jan/17 5.2Mg, 07/Feb/17 5 Mg, 15/Feb/17 4.8Mg, 27/Feb/17 4.5Mg, 15/Mar/17 4.2Mg, 23/Mar/17 4Mg

 

 

 


#192 KarenB

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Posted 18 March 2017 - 04:14 PM

Thanks Santino - these positive updates mean such a lot to all of us. 


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2011 February Escitalopram 10mg (sudden switch). 2012 January Escitalopram 20mg.  2013 Early June Feeling great, decide to taper. Doc advises alternate days 20mg/10mg for 4 weeks.  Late June Steady. Drop to 10mg daily. Early July Not coping, raging, flu symptoms, shaky, anxious, low, spaced-out, self-destructive.  Mid July Return to alternate days 20mg/10mg - minimal improvement. Early August Return to full dose 20mg. Lost.
2014 February Switch to Venlafaxine. (First reduced Esc. to 10mg/day for a week) Feb-April Lost, 'light' self-harm, exhausted.
April Increase Ven. to 150mg/day. Dizzy. July 75mg twice a day to improve dizziness. Deep depression remains.  2015 Feb Vigilant dose spacing partially eases dizziness. Mar Switch to Effexor 75mg 2x/day. May Cut 10% to 135mg - bad w/d 2 mths, held 1 mth.  Aug 1.3% cut - bad 1mth, held 1mth. Oct 4 wkly 0.4% cuts held 6 weeks. Jan 2016 2 wkly 0.4% cuts. 8 month hold. Sept Wkly cuts: 0.5%, 3 1% cuts.  Oct 4 wkly 1% cuts, hold 3-4 weeks.
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#193 Hibari

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Posted 19 March 2017 - 12:29 PM

Great to hear Santino.  I too feel better as I get lower and lower on Mirtazapine.  Even though I feel the cuts when I make them, I am starting to feel like myself again though I am a changed person.

 

Keep the faith!


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December 2013-September 2014: Put on Xanax after a reaction to the Lexapro, averaging .50-1mg per day. Switched to Clonazepam-midway averaging about 0.25-0.50 daily.

June 2014: Jan/Feb 2015: Put on 7.5 Remeron titrate up to 41.25mgs 

September 2014-July 2015: Put on 25mgs of Lamictal titrate up to 200mgs daily. Also stopped the Clonzepam- never felt the wd I had experienced when I tried to stop it before (knowing nothing about withdrawal) because the Lamictal calmed me down.

 

Currently: Tapering both medications together using micro cuts. Started tapering Remeron in January 2015,  Started tapering Lamictal July 2015 Main wd symptoms-sweating, nausea, headaches, deep crying, anxiety. 12/21/16 Remeron 1.6 Lamictal 22.50 mgs 1/19/17 Remeron 1.2mgs, Lamictal 22.50mg 2/12/17 Remeron 1.2 Lamictal 21.25 mgs  3/4/17 Remeron 0.85  Lamictal 21.25 3/14 Remeron 0.85  Lamictal 20mgs

 

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#194 Aelius

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Posted 20 March 2017 - 03:46 AM

Hi Santino,

thanks for your encouragement. I`m envious your original dose was only 15mg, I had to start to taper from 30mg. Tapering from higher doses seems to be easier, though. It`s been a piece of cake so far. I would be much better if I didn`t have tinnitus and balance issues. But the lower I get the more careful I must be. I can`t wait to be at 15mg, it is said not to work as an antidepressant at this dose. My pdoc doesn`t interfere in my pace of tapering and I wouldn`t let her either. I don`t even need her for prescribing, my GP can prescribe Mirtazapine as well.

It`s definitely a good idea not to spend so much time here reading horror stories. I don`t do it any more. It was very discouraging, frightening and making me super anxious. I wish you lots of healing all the way down to 0mg!


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08/23/2016-09/21/2016 Venlafaxine 75 mg (reduced to 0 during 7 days),

07/27/2016-10/10/2016 Buspirone 3x5mg (Oct. 1-3; 5mg-2.5mg-2.5mg,)(Oct.4-5; 2.5mg-2.5mg-2.5mg)(Oct. 6-8; 2.5mg-2.5mg-0)(Oct. 9; 2.5mg-0-0),

10/25/2016 - reinstated Buspirone 3x5mg (Dec.13-19; 5mg-2.5mg-5mg) (Dec.19-Jan.1; 5mg, 2.5mg, 2.5mg) (Jan.2-11; 2.5mg, 2.5mg, 2.5mg) (Jan.2-19;1.67mg, 1.67mg, 1.67mg) (Jan.20-27; 0.83mg, 0.83mg, 0.83mg) (Jan.28-Feb.05; 1mg, 1mg)(Feb.6-0mg)

08/10/2016 - Mirtazapine 30mg (01/26/2017-02/19/2017,27mg) (02/20/2017-03/05/2017,25.5mg) (03/06/2017-03/12/2017,24mg) (03/12/2017-03/19/2017,23mg)

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#195 Santino

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Posted 21 March 2017 - 01:35 AM

Hi Hibari and KarenB

Thanks a lot for your encouraging comments. I am determined to continue and know you can do it. It has been an extremely tough year but i am managing it somehow. Worth to know that even while tapering i have continued to work full time... of course with some problems but can you imagine i did not take half of my vacation days for 2016...??!!! I still have 10 days which i can have this year... :-) I am not sure how i have reached up to this point and hopping to survive.

Aelius

Thanks buddy for your message. You are doing good in avoiding SA for the time being... try to concentrate on worldly things right now. Horror stories are never good. Acceptance of the situation is the key buddy. If you will read my whole thread you will see that in the beginning i was suffering tremendously because it was impossible for me to accept the situation. Now it is different... i notice when i am bad... i tend to ruminate but the "this too shall pass" mantra helps me tremendously. Normally my evenings are almost normal.

Be well and continue with the tapering according to what your body tells you. Remember it is not a race but it can be done. If you are lucky and have less physical problems do not surprise that you might even go faster.  As you might see i have not followed a perfect schedule, i have cut based on my situation and feelings and so far i have managed it. WD from three months of benzos last summer was cruel... i was s... most of the days. Now i am lazy, lack of motivation and feel tired but that's it no other symptoms for the moment. I hope these too diminish with the time. It is spring here and the sun is helping a lot i guess.

All the best

Santino


2015 -  2016 Xanax only rescue doses of 0.125 mg 1-2 times per month
 March 2016 0.125Mg * 2 Xanax for 10 days.

20 March 2016 0.25 Mg * 2 Xanax for one week. 1 April 2016 Tranxene 5 mg and Fevarin but bad reaction for 5 days.4 April 2016 25 Mg Amitryptiline + 6 MG bromazepam at night

Started tapering Bromazepam 6 days later reached up to 3 MG in 10 days and withdrawal. Pdoc asked to go 6 MG again.

10 of May started Remeron 15 MG and started tapering Bromazepam again.

SINCE 09/06/2016 BENZO FREE - Started Tapering Remeron 04/07/2016

 

04/Jul/16 12.8 Mg, 11/Aug/16 12 Mg, 20/Aug/16 11Mg, 3/Sept/16 10Mg, 11/Sept/16 9 Mg, 30/Sept/16 8.1 Mg, 14/Oct/16 7.25 Mg, 17/Nov/16 6.7, 23/Nov/16 6.5, 2/Dec/16 6.25, 9/Dec/16 6Mg,

25/Dec/16 5.7Mg, 4/Jan/17 5.4Mg, 20/Jan/17 5.2Mg, 07/Feb/17 5 Mg, 15/Feb/17 4.8Mg, 27/Feb/17 4.5Mg, 15/Mar/17 4.2Mg, 23/Mar/17 4Mg

 

 

 






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