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#1 spacecadet

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Posted 08 January 2017 - 12:59 AM

Hello all!

 

After tapering, I stopped taking both Effexor and Welbutrin in August of this year. Although feeling overall more healthy without pumping these toxins into my body, I am finding the cognitive difficulties I am experiencing to be distressing. I feel that my memory and concentration have been severely impaired, and generally feel "dumb" and out of it. I've been taking fish oil and magnesium and go running several times per week. Just wondering if anyone else has experienced this as well, and what helped improve these problems. 

 

Thank you!


2009- 10 mg paxil 
2010 to 2011- 20 mg citalopram 
2013- 150 mg effexor xr, 300 mg by end of 2013; given lorazepam prn up to 3 mg per day

2014- 150 mg welbutin xr added to effexor 

2015- successfully tapered off of lorazepam by the end of the year

2016- reduction of effexor from 300, 150, 75, 37.5 from february to august

          reduction of welbutrin after effexor by taking every other day for a week, then every 3 days for two weeks until no longer taken by the end of august

due to horrible withdrawal, I tried reintroducing welbutrin back but had an adverse reaction

2017- currently no rx's 


#2 Shep

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Posted 08 January 2017 - 02:32 PM

Hi, spacecadet.

 

Welcome to Surviving Antidepressants (SA).

 

Cognitive difficulties are very common after coming off these drugs. I'm glad you're taking fish oil and magnesium, as they have a way of calming the nervous system.

 

How is your sleep? I'm finding that as my insomnia improvements, so does my memory. 

 

Can you tell us more about your drug history? How long were you on Effexor and Wellbutrin and what dose? Also, how fast did you taper off?

 

Here is some information to get you started: 

 

What is withdrawal syndrome? 
 
The Windows and Waves Pattern of Stabilization

 

How your brain responds to psychiatric drugs - aka "Brain remodeling"

 

Youtube video, 4 minutes: Healing from antidepressants  

 

 

Please feel out your signature. Here is how: 

 

Please put your withdrawal history in your signature

 

This is your thread to list your symptoms and ask plenty of questions. I'm glad you found us for information and support. 


Locked up and forced onto drugs as a teenager - misdiagnosed manic depressive.
Developed dependency and stayed on cocktails of drugs for nearly 30 years.

My Intro: Shep's Journey

Last drug cocktail: Seroquel, Halcion, Klonopin, Sonata, Vibrydd, and Dexetrine

After 30 years of polydrug use, completely med free May 22, 2015.

Remaining symptoms: dp/dr with memory problems and insomnia

 

I am not a medical professional, and this is not medical advice, but simply information based on my own experience, as well as other members who have survived these drugs. 

 

 


#3 spacecadet

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Posted 08 January 2017 - 03:08 PM

Thanks for your response Shep. I am really impressed with the knowledge and support I've seen so far through this forum. My journey with these medications began before moving away to college when I was 19, as I have always been a particularly anxious and shy person. Although doing well on Effexor for quite some time after I graduated,  it seemed to make underlying issues with anxiety and depression worse. Effexor was uped to 300 mg and 150 mg of welbutrin was added. This combination of drugs exacerbated my anxiety, and lorazepam was then introduced. After many months of this toxic cocktail, my body simply couldn't tolerate these medications any longer so I began to taper at the beginning of 2016. 


2009- 10 mg paxil 
2010 to 2011- 20 mg citalopram 
2013- 150 mg effexor xr, 300 mg by end of 2013; given lorazepam prn up to 3 mg per day

2014- 150 mg welbutin xr added to effexor 

2015- successfully tapered off of lorazepam by the end of the year

2016- reduction of effexor from 300, 150, 75, 37.5 from february to august

          reduction of welbutrin after effexor by taking every other day for a week, then every 3 days for two weeks until no longer taken by the end of august

due to horrible withdrawal, I tried reintroducing welbutrin back but had an adverse reaction

2017- currently no rx's 


#4 Shep

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Posted 08 January 2017 - 03:24 PM

Hi, spacecadet.

 

Since you've had about 7 years off and on exposure to these drugs, that's a long time, especially at such a young age. But I also was exposed to a lot of these drugs as a teenager, and am off everything and healing.  You'll heal from this, too, and go onto have a great drug-free life.

 

You may benefit from a reinstatement of a very small amount of an antidepressant, however, I'm going to ask the other moderators to weigh in, especially since you came off two. 

 

In the meantime, please take a look at this thread:

 

About reinstating and stabilizing to reduce withdrawal symptoms 

 

I hope you feel better soon. 

 

 


Locked up and forced onto drugs as a teenager - misdiagnosed manic depressive.
Developed dependency and stayed on cocktails of drugs for nearly 30 years.

My Intro: Shep's Journey

Last drug cocktail: Seroquel, Halcion, Klonopin, Sonata, Vibrydd, and Dexetrine

After 30 years of polydrug use, completely med free May 22, 2015.

Remaining symptoms: dp/dr with memory problems and insomnia

 

I am not a medical professional, and this is not medical advice, but simply information based on my own experience, as well as other members who have survived these drugs. 

 

 


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Posted 08 January 2017 - 07:02 PM

HI Spacecadet,

 

Following on from Shep, I'm wondering if you can read the Symptom Checklist and let us know if you spot any that you are experiencing? 

 

Thanks for your signature.  Could you add into it the 300mg effexor, details about Lorazepam, and details of how you tapered, including the last dose you were on for each drug before jumping to 0?  Having all these details helps us to give you more accurate suggestions when considering a possible reinstatement. 

 

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Karen


2010 May Fluoxetine 20mg. Raging mostly stops, become more functional.
2011 February Escitalopram 10mg (sudden switch). 2012 January Escitalopram 20mg.  2013 Early June Feeling great, decide to taper. Doc advises alternate days 20mg/10mg for 4 weeks.  Late June Steady. Drop to 10mg daily. Early July Not coping, raging, flu symptoms, shaky, anxious, low, spaced-out, self-destructive.  Mid July Return to alternate days 20mg/10mg - minimal improvement. Early August Return to full dose 20mg. Lost.
2014 February Switch to Venlafaxine. (First reduced Esc. to 10mg/day for a week) Feb-April Lost, 'light' self-harm, exhausted.
April Increase Ven. to 150mg/day. Dizzy. July 75mg twice a day to improve dizziness. Deep depression remains.  2015 Feb Vigilant dose spacing partially eases dizziness. Mar Switch to Effexor 75mg 2x/day. May Cut 10% to 135mg - bad w/d 2 mths, held 1 mth.  Aug 1.3% cut - bad 1mth, held 1mth. Oct 4 wkly 0.4% cuts held 6 weeks. Jan 2016 2 wkly 0.4% cuts. 8 month hold. Sept Wkly cuts: 0.5%, 3 1% cuts.  Oct 4 wkly 1% cuts, hold 3-4 weeks.
Supplements: Fish oil, vitamins E & C, magnesium, iron, MSM, oat-straw tea, nettle tea.  My story of healing: ContinuedHealing

***I am not a doctor or counselor; please do your own research and be prepared to take responsibility for decisions you make.*** 

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#6 spacecadet

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Posted 09 January 2017 - 10:49 PM

I think the problems that are most bothersome to me is the "brain fog", feeling dumb, and difficulty concentrating/remembering things that would not normally be difficult to me. Panic and anxiety are also problems but I know it will improve with time. I read the article about neuro emotions and definitely can identify with that. Feeling very irritable, prone to panic, and not quick witted like my normal self makes me not want to be around others. I am also having issues with energy and feel exhausted more often than not. 


2009- 10 mg paxil 
2010 to 2011- 20 mg citalopram 
2013- 150 mg effexor xr, 300 mg by end of 2013; given lorazepam prn up to 3 mg per day

2014- 150 mg welbutin xr added to effexor 

2015- successfully tapered off of lorazepam by the end of the year

2016- reduction of effexor from 300, 150, 75, 37.5 from february to august

          reduction of welbutrin after effexor by taking every other day for a week, then every 3 days for two weeks until no longer taken by the end of august

due to horrible withdrawal, I tried reintroducing welbutrin back but had an adverse reaction

2017- currently no rx's 


#7 Altostrata

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Posted 10 January 2017 - 07:40 PM

Welcome, spacecadet.

 

Do you have surges of anxiety? Were they more intense before, as you were coming off the drugs? Do they happen any particular time of day?

 

How is your sleep?


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#8 spacecadet

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Posted 10 January 2017 - 08:34 PM

When I first came off the drugs, it was a constant state of worry and anxiety. I would be fixated on mistakes that I had made or things that happened years ago. I also started a temp job several weeks after coming off the drugs which was very challenging for me. It was very hard to be around others and feel as though my work and myself were being evaluated. This is where the panic became a real issue for me. For many weeks I only went in for half days because I felt so uncomfortable at this time. My memory was so impaired that every time I went into work it was like a blank slate, not remembering what I had done or been told in previous days. I couldn't process information and everything seemed to go through one ear and out the other. 

 

At this stage in the process, my problem with sleep is oversleeping and feeling totally exhausted all the time. If I have trouble sleeping I take melatonin which works well. But I feel like a toddler who needs to nap or is quite content sleeping the day away. 


2009- 10 mg paxil 
2010 to 2011- 20 mg citalopram 
2013- 150 mg effexor xr, 300 mg by end of 2013; given lorazepam prn up to 3 mg per day

2014- 150 mg welbutin xr added to effexor 

2015- successfully tapered off of lorazepam by the end of the year

2016- reduction of effexor from 300, 150, 75, 37.5 from february to august

          reduction of welbutrin after effexor by taking every other day for a week, then every 3 days for two weeks until no longer taken by the end of august

due to horrible withdrawal, I tried reintroducing welbutrin back but had an adverse reaction

2017- currently no rx's 


#9 KarenB

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Posted 10 January 2017 - 09:05 PM

So would you say those surges of anxiety have gone now?  Or lessened?  We're just working through all the clues here ...

 

Regarding your exhaustion, it is common in w/d.  However sometimes it may have another or additional cause.  Since I began tapering effexor I experienced extreme fatigue.  Like you say, I could easily nap all day.  Breakfast would wear me out.  Eventually I got my iron levels tested and they were drastically low.  Since beginning a gentle iron supplement my energy has really picked up.  I have since discovered that a/ds can cause low iron - now if my doctor had been onto it she could have told me that from the start... :angry:


2010 May Fluoxetine 20mg. Raging mostly stops, become more functional.
2011 February Escitalopram 10mg (sudden switch). 2012 January Escitalopram 20mg.  2013 Early June Feeling great, decide to taper. Doc advises alternate days 20mg/10mg for 4 weeks.  Late June Steady. Drop to 10mg daily. Early July Not coping, raging, flu symptoms, shaky, anxious, low, spaced-out, self-destructive.  Mid July Return to alternate days 20mg/10mg - minimal improvement. Early August Return to full dose 20mg. Lost.
2014 February Switch to Venlafaxine. (First reduced Esc. to 10mg/day for a week) Feb-April Lost, 'light' self-harm, exhausted.
April Increase Ven. to 150mg/day. Dizzy. July 75mg twice a day to improve dizziness. Deep depression remains.  2015 Feb Vigilant dose spacing partially eases dizziness. Mar Switch to Effexor 75mg 2x/day. May Cut 10% to 135mg - bad w/d 2 mths, held 1 mth.  Aug 1.3% cut - bad 1mth, held 1mth. Oct 4 wkly 0.4% cuts held 6 weeks. Jan 2016 2 wkly 0.4% cuts. 8 month hold. Sept Wkly cuts: 0.5%, 3 1% cuts.  Oct 4 wkly 1% cuts, hold 3-4 weeks.
Supplements: Fish oil, vitamins E & C, magnesium, iron, MSM, oat-straw tea, nettle tea.  My story of healing: ContinuedHealing

***I am not a doctor or counselor; please do your own research and be prepared to take responsibility for decisions you make.*** 

           'The possibility of renewal exists so long as life exists.'  Dr Gabor Mate.


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Posted 10 January 2017 - 10:29 PM

I will look into an iron test to see if that has anything to do it with it. Recently had a thyroid panel done which came back normal. At this time I would say my anxiety is probably worst being around others or people I don't know. My close friends and family know what is going on so I feel comfortable, but being around people I don't know or doing unfamiliar tasks (trying to learn a new job) with a partially functioning brain is very embarrassing to me. I spent many lunch breaks coming home and crying because I felt other people could tell there was something wrong, and I wasn't understanding or remembering basic tasks. 


2009- 10 mg paxil 
2010 to 2011- 20 mg citalopram 
2013- 150 mg effexor xr, 300 mg by end of 2013; given lorazepam prn up to 3 mg per day

2014- 150 mg welbutin xr added to effexor 

2015- successfully tapered off of lorazepam by the end of the year

2016- reduction of effexor from 300, 150, 75, 37.5 from february to august

          reduction of welbutrin after effexor by taking every other day for a week, then every 3 days for two weeks until no longer taken by the end of august

due to horrible withdrawal, I tried reintroducing welbutrin back but had an adverse reaction

2017- currently no rx's 


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 01:53 PM

Given your symptoms and the risks of taking the drug again, if I were you, I would not reinstate any drugs.

 

Try to maintain a regular schedule, get up in the morning, and go out in the natural light and walk at least a half-hour each day. Gentle exercise helps your nervous system to reset.

 

KarenB has a good idea -- have tests to see if you need some nutrients. How is your vitamin B12 level? Do you eat meat?


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#12 spacecadet

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 02:52 PM

So you don't believe reinstating the 5 beads would help with the brain fog and anxiety in my case? I have had lab work done (not sure if it included b12) but all of it came back normal. And yes I do eat meat and am not on any kind of restrictive diet. 


2009- 10 mg paxil 
2010 to 2011- 20 mg citalopram 
2013- 150 mg effexor xr, 300 mg by end of 2013; given lorazepam prn up to 3 mg per day

2014- 150 mg welbutin xr added to effexor 

2015- successfully tapered off of lorazepam by the end of the year

2016- reduction of effexor from 300, 150, 75, 37.5 from february to august

          reduction of welbutrin after effexor by taking every other day for a week, then every 3 days for two weeks until no longer taken by the end of august

due to horrible withdrawal, I tried reintroducing welbutrin back but had an adverse reaction

2017- currently no rx's 


#13 Shep

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Posted 13 January 2017 - 01:57 AM

When I first came off the drugs, it was a constant state of worry and anxiety. I would be fixated on mistakes that I had made or things that happened years ago. I also started a temp job several weeks after coming off the drugs which was very challenging for me. It was very hard to be around others and feel as though my work and myself were being evaluated. This is where the panic became a real issue for me. For many weeks I only went in for half days because I felt so uncomfortable at this time. My memory was so impaired that every time I went into work it was like a blank slate, not remembering what I had done or been told in previous days. I couldn't process information and everything seemed to go through one ear and out the other. 

 

At this stage in the process, my problem with sleep is oversleeping and feeling totally exhausted all the time. If I have trouble sleeping I take melatonin which works well. But I feel like a toddler who needs to nap or is quite content sleeping the day away. 

 

 

Hi, spacecadet.

 

In response to your current question about reinstating, I wanted to re-visit this older thread.

 

You state a lot of symptoms in the past tense - "I was in a state of worry and anxiety" and "for many weeks I only went in for half days".

 

It sounds like you're progressively getting better.  Are you now able to work full days? 

 

Since reinstatement at this timeframe carries more risks, it's good to look back and really see what progress you've made. How would you rate how you feel now with where you were several months ago? 


Locked up and forced onto drugs as a teenager - misdiagnosed manic depressive.
Developed dependency and stayed on cocktails of drugs for nearly 30 years.

My Intro: Shep's Journey

Last drug cocktail: Seroquel, Halcion, Klonopin, Sonata, Vibrydd, and Dexetrine

After 30 years of polydrug use, completely med free May 22, 2015.

Remaining symptoms: dp/dr with memory problems and insomnia

 

I am not a medical professional, and this is not medical advice, but simply information based on my own experience, as well as other members who have survived these drugs. 

 

 


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Posted 14 January 2017 - 05:55 PM

That was a temporary position for work and is now over, so I am looking for work again. Feel like I'm in limbo at the moment and can't tell if reinstating would help or not. 


2009- 10 mg paxil 
2010 to 2011- 20 mg citalopram 
2013- 150 mg effexor xr, 300 mg by end of 2013; given lorazepam prn up to 3 mg per day

2014- 150 mg welbutin xr added to effexor 

2015- successfully tapered off of lorazepam by the end of the year

2016- reduction of effexor from 300, 150, 75, 37.5 from february to august

          reduction of welbutrin after effexor by taking every other day for a week, then every 3 days for two weeks until no longer taken by the end of august

due to horrible withdrawal, I tried reintroducing welbutrin back but had an adverse reaction

2017- currently no rx's 


#15 Shep

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Posted 15 January 2017 - 07:00 AM

Hi, spacecadet.

 

In this post here, you state you started tapering your drugs in 2016, but in your signature, you state you came off the lorazepam at the end of 2015. Do you mean you came off the lorazepam in 2015 and it's the Effexor and Wellbutrin tapers that were in 2016?

 

Brain fog and other symptoms can also be from the lorazepam withdrawal, so it's important to figure out which symptoms are coming from which class of drugs. Please note that lorazepam is a benzodiazepine and benzodiazepines carry great risk of reinstatement after you've been off for more than two weeks.

 

In your signature you mention reintroducing Wellbutrin and having an adverse reaction. Do you remember the Wellbutrin dose you reinstated at? Also, do you have a date or the number of days / weeks it was reinstated after having come off the drug? 

 

Reinstatements do carry risks, especially this far out and with a previous reinstatement not being effective.  Also,  your symptoms may still be from the lorazepam taper, these are all factors should be considered. If you have more details, it will help. 

 

What are you doing to help with your symptoms of anxiety? Have you tried meditation or yoga? You may find some ideas to help with some of your symptoms:

 

Non-drug Techniques to cope with emotional symptoms

 

Because you went on these drugs for, as you say, being rather shy and anxious, learning new skills will definitely help you as you heal. And if they are helpful during withdrawal and you keep practicing them, they will serve you well into the future. 

 

Many of us find that the process of coming off these drugs and coping with withdrawal makes us more confident than we were before we went on these drugs. So as painful and distressing as this is, know that you're going to heal from this and that you got off some very toxic drugs that many people never escape from. 

 

I hope some of these ideas are helpful and you can get back into the workforce soon. 


Locked up and forced onto drugs as a teenager - misdiagnosed manic depressive.
Developed dependency and stayed on cocktails of drugs for nearly 30 years.

My Intro: Shep's Journey

Last drug cocktail: Seroquel, Halcion, Klonopin, Sonata, Vibrydd, and Dexetrine

After 30 years of polydrug use, completely med free May 22, 2015.

Remaining symptoms: dp/dr with memory problems and insomnia

 

I am not a medical professional, and this is not medical advice, but simply information based on my own experience, as well as other members who have survived these drugs. 

 

 


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Posted 16 January 2017 - 06:59 PM

Thank you for your words of wisdom. To answer the above questions, I completed the lorazepam taper in 2015, and did a separate taper for welbutrin/effexor which was completed in august of 2016. I reinstated the full dose welbutrin xr 150 mg 2 months after I stopped taking it. At this time, I was not aware of the sensitivities to the full dosage which is described on this forum, I was simply trying to reduce withdrawal symptoms I was experiencing. 

 

It's nice to hear that many people regain their confidence after coming off of these drugs. Unfortunately, that is not the experience I am having at this time. I hope that will improve in the months to come. Like I previously mentioned, the heightened anxiety paired with concentration and memory impairment makes me very self conscious and avoidant of social situations, moreso than I have ever experienced in the past. I don't feel like myself but am trying to be patient with the process. 


2009- 10 mg paxil 
2010 to 2011- 20 mg citalopram 
2013- 150 mg effexor xr, 300 mg by end of 2013; given lorazepam prn up to 3 mg per day

2014- 150 mg welbutin xr added to effexor 

2015- successfully tapered off of lorazepam by the end of the year

2016- reduction of effexor from 300, 150, 75, 37.5 from february to august

          reduction of welbutrin after effexor by taking every other day for a week, then every 3 days for two weeks until no longer taken by the end of august

due to horrible withdrawal, I tried reintroducing welbutrin back but had an adverse reaction

2017- currently no rx's 


#17 Shep

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Posted 17 January 2017 - 01:46 AM

Thanks for this additional information.

 

When you came off lorazepam, how did you taper off the 3 mg? Also, how long were you on it?

 

Lorazepam is a very potent benzo, 10 times more potent than Valium, according to the Ashton Manual. So 3 mg of lorazepam equals 30 mg of Valium. 

 

Do you remember what withdrawal symptoms you had coming off lorazepam before you started coming off the antidepressants? 

 

It's quite possible that the Wellbutrin reinstatement was at too high a dose. With entire cocktails of drugs, it becomes difficult to tell what is coming from what, so if possible, knowing the withdrawal effects that came from the benzo as opposed to the antidepressants will help you decide if reinstating an antidepressant will help. 

 

If you had memory problems and anxiety from the lorazepam withdrawal, that can still be affecting you this far out, especially coming off that high a dose. I came off a high dose of Klonopin, a similar drug, and memory problems and dp/dr are still a problem more than 30 months out. I was on benzos for 30 years, so my withdrawal is complicated by that, but memory problems are not uncommon for even short time users. 

 

How much sleep are you getting now? Are you able to do yoga, tai chi, listen to mindfulness videos, etc? Weighing what you're able to do now also helps make this decision since going back on an antidepressant after 5 months is more difficult. 

 

 


Locked up and forced onto drugs as a teenager - misdiagnosed manic depressive.
Developed dependency and stayed on cocktails of drugs for nearly 30 years.

My Intro: Shep's Journey

Last drug cocktail: Seroquel, Halcion, Klonopin, Sonata, Vibrydd, and Dexetrine

After 30 years of polydrug use, completely med free May 22, 2015.

Remaining symptoms: dp/dr with memory problems and insomnia

 

I am not a medical professional, and this is not medical advice, but simply information based on my own experience, as well as other members who have survived these drugs. 

 

 


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Posted 17 January 2017 - 02:13 PM

This is frightening to hear. To be entirely honest with you, I do not recall having any problems stopping the lorazepam. I cut back by .5 mg per week or every two weeks for many months without issue. Probably the biggest sudden difference I experienced was when I stopped the effexor. 

 

This is still a problem for you after 30 months? 


2009- 10 mg paxil 
2010 to 2011- 20 mg citalopram 
2013- 150 mg effexor xr, 300 mg by end of 2013; given lorazepam prn up to 3 mg per day

2014- 150 mg welbutin xr added to effexor 

2015- successfully tapered off of lorazepam by the end of the year

2016- reduction of effexor from 300, 150, 75, 37.5 from february to august

          reduction of welbutrin after effexor by taking every other day for a week, then every 3 days for two weeks until no longer taken by the end of august

due to horrible withdrawal, I tried reintroducing welbutrin back but had an adverse reaction

2017- currently no rx's 


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Posted 17 January 2017 - 03:52 PM

That's very good news that you didn't have trouble stopping the lorazepam, especially from a relatively high dose. 

 

Yes, I still have some memory problems, even 30 months out. But I was on a lot of psych of psych drugs for 30 years. But I'm still able to work and am recovering. 

 

Did you have any other problems besides memory problems coming off the Effexor? If you do consider a reinstatement, it's helpful to know which drug caused the most dependency, as going back on any of these drugs at 5 months off does carry risks. Can you differentiate the Effexor from the Wellbutrin withdrawal? 


Locked up and forced onto drugs as a teenager - misdiagnosed manic depressive.
Developed dependency and stayed on cocktails of drugs for nearly 30 years.

My Intro: Shep's Journey

Last drug cocktail: Seroquel, Halcion, Klonopin, Sonata, Vibrydd, and Dexetrine

After 30 years of polydrug use, completely med free May 22, 2015.

Remaining symptoms: dp/dr with memory problems and insomnia

 

I am not a medical professional, and this is not medical advice, but simply information based on my own experience, as well as other members who have survived these drugs. 

 

 


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Posted 18 January 2017 - 10:43 PM

I don't feel like myself but am trying to be patient with the process.

What you wrote here, spacecadet, really is the nub of the whole thing.  It's horribly uncomfortable, and even more difficult to manage when it takes so long to see improvements.  But with time things will get better.  Reinstating at this point does bring risks (as Shep noted above), so it would need to be your own decision.  I think if I were in your shoes I'd not be reinstating.  I'd be working on ways to reduce and manage anxiety.  You've mentioned a few other symptoms, but because anxiety affects how we cope with all the other symptoms, it's a good one to start with. 

 

I know that might sound flippant - 'hey, just figure out how to be less anxious!' - so please know that I've had to do it myself.  (Still do, sometimes).  I know it's hard and slow and, actually, scary because when you're anxious all you want to do is hide.  And it's hard because just the idea of managing anxiety can make you more anxious...

 

So baby steps is how I've approached it.  Find yourself one small thing, one small way in, from the big list of things people do to manage anxiety.  And then quietly sit with it, get a feel for it, for how you might introduce it to your life.  You can put it down and back away whenever you want.  Then go pick it up again.  Try it out a little.  Try it again.  Maybe find a small way you can make it a regular, habitual thing in your life.  Once you've got accustomed to it, you can increase how often you use it.  Or, go back to that list and find another little thing to add in to your life. 

 

It's nice to hear that many people regain their confidence after coming off of these drugs. Unfortunately, that is not the experience I am having at this time. I hope that will improve in the months to come. Like I previously mentioned, the heightened anxiety paired with concentration and memory impairment makes me very self conscious and avoidant of social situations, moreso than I have ever experienced in the past.

It happens for people over a great range of time-frames.  You're not in a 'Never Basket', just a 'Not Yet Basket.'


2010 May Fluoxetine 20mg. Raging mostly stops, become more functional.
2011 February Escitalopram 10mg (sudden switch). 2012 January Escitalopram 20mg.  2013 Early June Feeling great, decide to taper. Doc advises alternate days 20mg/10mg for 4 weeks.  Late June Steady. Drop to 10mg daily. Early July Not coping, raging, flu symptoms, shaky, anxious, low, spaced-out, self-destructive.  Mid July Return to alternate days 20mg/10mg - minimal improvement. Early August Return to full dose 20mg. Lost.
2014 February Switch to Venlafaxine. (First reduced Esc. to 10mg/day for a week) Feb-April Lost, 'light' self-harm, exhausted.
April Increase Ven. to 150mg/day. Dizzy. July 75mg twice a day to improve dizziness. Deep depression remains.  2015 Feb Vigilant dose spacing partially eases dizziness. Mar Switch to Effexor 75mg 2x/day. May Cut 10% to 135mg - bad w/d 2 mths, held 1 mth.  Aug 1.3% cut - bad 1mth, held 1mth. Oct 4 wkly 0.4% cuts held 6 weeks. Jan 2016 2 wkly 0.4% cuts. 8 month hold. Sept Wkly cuts: 0.5%, 3 1% cuts.  Oct 4 wkly 1% cuts, hold 3-4 weeks.
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#21 spacecadet

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Posted 21 January 2017 - 04:03 PM

Curious to know if this is a side effect for anyone else being completely off of these drugs. I notice I'm having difficulty with very basic things like READING. Im not sure if it a concentration issue, comprehension issue, or perhaps both. This has never in my life been an issue and as a college educated individual I find this "side effect" to be terrifying. 

 

Also, looking at myself in the mirror, I look and also feel DRUGGED after being off of this stuff for several months. Is this a sign of tapering too fast? I look sedated even when completely sober. I get the concept of self love and compassion, but to be quite frank, I look awful. 

 

Last but not least, I feel like time is passing by and nothing is happening. When I do have the energy to get out of bed, I do a few simple things and look forward to going back to bed. This is not an acceptable way to be living at 27 years old. Unemployed, living at home, and sleeping life away is an absolute joke. I can't help but feel extraordinary anger towards the prescribing doctor, and the thought of pursuing legal action crosses my mind frequently. In regards to earning potential and quality of living, I feel like these things have been robbed from me. 


2009- 10 mg paxil 
2010 to 2011- 20 mg citalopram 
2013- 150 mg effexor xr, 300 mg by end of 2013; given lorazepam prn up to 3 mg per day

2014- 150 mg welbutin xr added to effexor 

2015- successfully tapered off of lorazepam by the end of the year

2016- reduction of effexor from 300, 150, 75, 37.5 from february to august

          reduction of welbutrin after effexor by taking every other day for a week, then every 3 days for two weeks until no longer taken by the end of august

due to horrible withdrawal, I tried reintroducing welbutrin back but had an adverse reaction

2017- currently no rx's 


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Posted 22 January 2017 - 08:25 AM

spacecadet - Cognitive symptoms are common. Link: Brain fog; blank mind; comprehension, cognitive and memory problems.

Your anger is valid, righteous and directed at the right person. If you can, put your limited energy and attention, both valuable resources, into finding tactics that help you cope with the symptoms.

This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner.
 
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