Posted 24 February 2017 - 04:56 AM
Yes Dawood, the pills change personality, they did to me. Led to the breakdown of my marriage, we were married nearly 30 years. Hard thing for me to accept now, was probably all my fault.
You're not responsible for what may have happened whilst under the influence of the medication... going to a doctor or counsellor about anxiety/depression and wanting to get better is a noble thing.
The effects these can have on people - and everyone seems to be hit differently even though common threads - can be disastrous.
I have been trying to keep things together and hold ontothe roller coaster for the ladt 6 months. Still not giving up! But I hope there's no lasting effects once my wife has been totally off them for a while.
Wishing you all the very best,
Hello everyone, I been so ill, Chronic Fatigue, everything, now find out my house is full of moulds, so going off the ADS, and the moulds? I was so sick, so wanting to die, ie not wanting to die, but just wishing I wouldnt wake up/ Well NOW! Realising the moulds have caused so much issues, I dragged myself to apply for jobs. wow, I am now employed 150 km from my home, midweek I am in Gnowangerup, weekends, home, Albany. The public housing are now taking notice, I got PROFESSIONAL testing done, and I reported it to the MINISTER. Anyway, the moulds, I knew I had to leave, and like any dying person, you make a change. I did, I had enough strength left, as a dying person does, that doesnt want to die, but prays for death............................... Wow, I now work ........... only three days away, out of mouldy house, I feel so much better. Exhausted, but I have CFS because of these moulds................................................. so ALL I WANT TO SAY IS.............. thank god for this site......................RIDE THE **** THROUGH< and I now consider myself a success off this crap.
Edited by ChessieCat, 24 February 2017 - 02:18 PM.
removed place of employment
1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol.
Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.
2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.
Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.
Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave
5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW
15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump.
23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it.
Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.