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#577 joy2730

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Posted 05 February 2017 - 06:14 AM

Hi everyone and Hi Flowers

 

Flowers I intend to start following you.  I follow Genlady which I managed to set up on my own, but seem to be struggling with how to set up following someone else, so can anyone talk me through it?

 

This morning I took 19.9 mg citalopram but my careful reckoning.  I decided to try to work out the dosage properly, and it is 2 drops from the syringe for me.

 

It took me a lot more times of failure trying to get off diazepam than I have failed so far with citalopram.  Yet I persisted with trying to get off diazepam and ultimately succeeded.  So I have decided to use all the lessons I have learnt through  my failures to try again.

 

I have a 2 week 1 day old granddaughter now, Esme, and I don't want to live in this 'fog' while she grows up.  I lived in a psychiatric fog while I brought up my own two children and I am sure both they and I missed out on a lot.  I know my late llife career is important to me but it is not as important as my enjoyment of life and if I am careful enough another withdrawal attempt should not interfere with my ability to work.

 

I am married to the 20 mg anyway so might as well persist with a smaller dose and see where it leads.  Also taking citalopram not only makes me 'foggy' but it does make me eat loads of carbohydrates and does give me weight problems, which I know are not me.  I can't exercise anymore than I do, the only way is for me to try to address the underlying cause - that of taking citalopram.

 

Twice now when I have got down to 14 mg I have felt more in control of my food choices, so if I could just reduce to that it would help me a lot.

 

I am typing all this because sometimes a person's thoughts can help others to make more informed decisions.

 

So, I am now going to see if I can set up to follow Flowers.

 

Joy


<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 05 February 2017 - 10:01 AM

Hi Joy - First I must congratulate you on your granddaughter's arrival. Esme will be a great incentive to try and get off these drugs!
I am with you with the weight gain and food cravings! Since I hit this wave I have lost 1 1/2 stone but it is not a good way to lose it and I know it will go back on again when I get my appetite back.

I think it is good to try and go as slow as possible. I have gone slow but maybe not slow enough but like you say it is all trial and error.

I have followed you today and all I did was click on the follow at the top right hand corner of your post.

So good luck Joy- we are almost neck and neck with our dosage so lets see where this leads us.

xxxxx Flowers
15 yrs on 20 to 30 mgs CITALOPRAM
MAY 2014   Increased to 40mgs
SEPT-NOV 2014 tapered in 6 weeks down to 10mgs as per Dr's instructions due to violent nightmares/palpitations
 Given Noctamid (lormetazepam) to help with anxiety. On average took 2mg per day for 8 weeks.No taper was advised.
DEC 2014 WD severe. Nervous tic in eyes, limbs, muscle pain, fluct. temp,weakness,depression,anxiety,nausea,giddy,
Walking like I am drunk.
DEC 2014 Different Dr suggested taking 20mgs CIT. BROMAZEPAM 3mgs up to 3 x daily for anxiety.
DEC 9 2014 Updose CIT to 30mgs. Only taking BROMAZEPAM in emergency.
DEC 31 2014 Settling at 30mg CIT - helping with depression. Haven't taken any BROMAZEPAM for 2 weeks +.
APR 2015 Trying to stabilise on 30mgs CIT.
JAN 2016 CIT:Started taper. Reducing by 5%. 28.5mgs 
FEB  Taper held bereavement. APR Taper resumed 27mgs . MAY 25.50 mgs .  JUNE 24 mgs .  JULY I stupidly mixed up my BP meds with CIT. Consequently took no CIT for 3 days and doubled my BP meds. Waiting for the fallout....Holding for a while until any chance of repercussions have abated. SEPT taper resumed to  22.5 mgs . OCT 21 mgs .NOV 19.95 mgs. FEB 3rd updose to 20.5 mgs to try to stabilise.FEB.switched over to 75mgs of Venlafaxine XR for 3 weeks.Too stimulating so switching back to Cit. 12 March 37.5 Ven and 20 Cit.

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Posted 06 February 2017 - 12:50 AM

Hi Flowers, No not a good luck to loose weight by being in withdrawal.  However, I don't want to get any bigger in weight so anything is worth a good.  Second morning of 19.95 and fine.  Flowers have you maintained your updose and is it helping at all?  but I know it is early days yet.  I am curious to know if a small updose works because I have historically always lept back to 20 mg.  By the way I only live 4 miles from my daughter and Esme and although actually life away from home with my work 4 nights a week, my daughter visits me at work and when I am at home I can easily pop in for babysitting/visiting duties although obviously not child care, so I am not a remote granny but an involved granny, so I feel I want to enjoy this relationship without the fog.

 

To the moderators, I am trying to follow Flowers, but I know she is following me so that is enough really.  However, when I look at my right hand corner of Flower's last post on my story, I only see a post number and a pair of scissors sign.  When I click on those it doesn't seem to be a follow button.  I am following Genlady and managed to set that up.  I mainly use a laptop and mobile phone for these posts, but also have a desktop which I will look at when I get time.  I don't like technology to beat me so can you type me a simple guide to how to follow someone. 

 

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<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 06 February 2017 - 03:35 AM

 

To the moderators, I am trying to follow Flowers, but I know she is following me so that is enough really.  However, when I look at my right hand corner of Flower's last post on my story, I only see a post number and a pair of scissors sign.  When I click on those it doesn't seem to be a follow button.  I am following Genlady and managed to set that up.  I mainly use a laptop and mobile phone for these posts, but also have a desktop which I will look at when I get time.  I don't like technology to beat me so can you type me a simple guide to how to follow someone. 

 

 

Joy,

 

Once you are in Flowers' thread, in the upper right hand corner -- below the "Donate" sign -- is a little box that says "follow" (or, if you've already clicked it "unfollow").  All you need to do is click it and you will be following her thread.

 

Very simple.

 

Best,

 

Andy


Started Sertraline 50mg and Clonazapam .375mg circa 2000; Sx Spring 2012. increased to .5 Clonazapam - no improvement; Started taper of K November 2012 (benzo sites said "taper benzo first"); increased Sert to100mg no improvement; Finished K microtaper in November 2014
Started Sertraline taper from 100mg in December 2014 by reducing to 75mg; Reduced to 62.5mg on January 1, 2015 and 50mg on February 1, 2015; Held at 50mg through April 5 when I got Rx for liquid Sertraline
Reduced dosage in 10% or less drops from 50mg to 25mg -- at single tablet on 10/5

Held through February with no noticeable change

March 2016 attempted to begin taper again but miscalculated into 1 week accidental updose to 32.5mg; dropped back to 25mg for 1 week; tapered to 22.5mg the following week; hit with symptoms and tried to stabilize between 22.5mg and 25mg.  Transitioned to all liquid for accuracy. Was dealing with horrible insomnia which had me sleeping once every other day.  Went back to 25mg liquid and held until October 1, 2016.  October 1 cut 4% to 24mg.  November 1 cut 8.3% to 22mg. December 1 cut 9% to 20mg.  Not great but functional. 2/1/17 cut 5% to 19mg.  Taking Spray-on Magnesium, Magnesium supplements, D3, Omega 3, curcumin, Co-Q10, Valerian, 81mg Aspirin, L-Theanine


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Posted 06 February 2017 - 04:11 AM

Thank you apace41 sometimes we need a pointer!


<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 06 February 2017 - 09:10 AM

Hi Flowers, No not a good luck to loose weight by being in withdrawal.  However, I don't want to get any bigger in weight so anything is worth a good.  Second morning of 19.95 and fine.  Flowers have you maintained your updose and is it helping at all?  but I know it is early days yet.  I am curious to know if a small updose works because I have historically always lept back to 20 mg.  By the way I only live 4 miles from my daughter and Esme and although actually life away from home with my work 4 nights a week, my daughter visits me at work and when I am at home I can easily pop in for babysitting/visiting duties although obviously not child care, so I am not a remote granny but an involved granny, so I feel I want to enjoy this relationship without the fog.
 
To the moderators, I am trying to follow Flowers, but I know she is following me so that is enough really.  However, when I look at my right hand corner of Flower's last post on my story, I only see a post number and a pair of scissors sign.  When I click on those it doesn't seem to be a follow button.  I am following Genlady and managed to set that up.  I mainly use a laptop and mobile phone for these posts, but also have a desktop which I will look at when I get time.  I don't like technology to beat me so can you type me a simple guide to how to follow someone. 
 
Joy

Glad to hear you are OK after your cut. I only updosed Friday so not sure whether to expect any results yet. However, I am fairly certain the palpitations haven't been so bad and I slept OK for some of last night only waking up once. I am by no means well and get very tired quickly but hope that things are heading in the right direction! I will try to do more updates on my thread - I always forget to do that!

It's lovely that you are closeby to your family - they will need you with a new baby!

Flowers xxx
15 yrs on 20 to 30 mgs CITALOPRAM
MAY 2014   Increased to 40mgs
SEPT-NOV 2014 tapered in 6 weeks down to 10mgs as per Dr's instructions due to violent nightmares/palpitations
 Given Noctamid (lormetazepam) to help with anxiety. On average took 2mg per day for 8 weeks.No taper was advised.
DEC 2014 WD severe. Nervous tic in eyes, limbs, muscle pain, fluct. temp,weakness,depression,anxiety,nausea,giddy,
Walking like I am drunk.
DEC 2014 Different Dr suggested taking 20mgs CIT. BROMAZEPAM 3mgs up to 3 x daily for anxiety.
DEC 9 2014 Updose CIT to 30mgs. Only taking BROMAZEPAM in emergency.
DEC 31 2014 Settling at 30mg CIT - helping with depression. Haven't taken any BROMAZEPAM for 2 weeks +.
APR 2015 Trying to stabilise on 30mgs CIT.
JAN 2016 CIT:Started taper. Reducing by 5%. 28.5mgs 
FEB  Taper held bereavement. APR Taper resumed 27mgs . MAY 25.50 mgs .  JUNE 24 mgs .  JULY I stupidly mixed up my BP meds with CIT. Consequently took no CIT for 3 days and doubled my BP meds. Waiting for the fallout....Holding for a while until any chance of repercussions have abated. SEPT taper resumed to  22.5 mgs . OCT 21 mgs .NOV 19.95 mgs. FEB 3rd updose to 20.5 mgs to try to stabilise.FEB.switched over to 75mgs of Venlafaxine XR for 3 weeks.Too stimulating so switching back to Cit. 12 March 37.5 Ven and 20 Cit.

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Posted 06 February 2017 - 01:22 PM

Take good care flowers you are doing great. At the point you are at I always up dose to 20 mg which has been a mistake of mine.

I think it takes about 4 days for dose changes to take effect but I seem to have strong psychological reactions to dose changes in either direction. That is the trouble with withdrawal - it is hard to tease out what is really going on. I am now officially following your posts. Joy

<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 08 February 2017 - 03:45 AM

Hi I am doing well on my 19.9 mg.  I think I typed 19.95 mg on a previous post, but it is 19.9 mg.  I find it hard to think about these very small reductions but I will do my best.

 

My physical sign of something different going on is the sole of my left foot.  It tingles when I reduce.  Had a bit of tingling today.

 

I find it amazing that my body is so sensitive to even the smallest change, but I am 'good to go' as they say.

 

Joy


<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 08 February 2017 - 10:23 AM

Good news Joy - am sticking where I am for a couple of weeks to see if things improve.

Flowers xxx
15 yrs on 20 to 30 mgs CITALOPRAM
MAY 2014   Increased to 40mgs
SEPT-NOV 2014 tapered in 6 weeks down to 10mgs as per Dr's instructions due to violent nightmares/palpitations
 Given Noctamid (lormetazepam) to help with anxiety. On average took 2mg per day for 8 weeks.No taper was advised.
DEC 2014 WD severe. Nervous tic in eyes, limbs, muscle pain, fluct. temp,weakness,depression,anxiety,nausea,giddy,
Walking like I am drunk.
DEC 2014 Different Dr suggested taking 20mgs CIT. BROMAZEPAM 3mgs up to 3 x daily for anxiety.
DEC 9 2014 Updose CIT to 30mgs. Only taking BROMAZEPAM in emergency.
DEC 31 2014 Settling at 30mg CIT - helping with depression. Haven't taken any BROMAZEPAM for 2 weeks +.
APR 2015 Trying to stabilise on 30mgs CIT.
JAN 2016 CIT:Started taper. Reducing by 5%. 28.5mgs 
FEB  Taper held bereavement. APR Taper resumed 27mgs . MAY 25.50 mgs .  JUNE 24 mgs .  JULY I stupidly mixed up my BP meds with CIT. Consequently took no CIT for 3 days and doubled my BP meds. Waiting for the fallout....Holding for a while until any chance of repercussions have abated. SEPT taper resumed to  22.5 mgs . OCT 21 mgs .NOV 19.95 mgs. FEB 3rd updose to 20.5 mgs to try to stabilise.FEB.switched over to 75mgs of Venlafaxine XR for 3 weeks.Too stimulating so switching back to Cit. 12 March 37.5 Ven and 20 Cit.

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Posted 08 February 2017 - 01:03 PM

Have you noticed any difference yet from your updosiing yet Flowers.  Some people seem to get quite immediate relief?  I am curious to see what a small updose can do, rather than the large ones I have done that have provided me with almost immediate relief.  Although I recognise that the immediate relief might have been psychological.


<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 08 February 2017 - 01:37 PM

Hi Joy

I am not sure if anything has improved dramatically to be honest. It is still early days. I think I might be starting to feel a little more drugged and I needed that because I was so overwrought and not sleeping.

I fell asleep on the sofa this afternoon. Only for half an hour but it is the first time in weeks I have been able to do that. It was always my routine to have a siesta each afternoon as I was up and out at work very early.

I haven't posted anything on my thread because I am not sure yet what effects the updose has had.

Will wait another few days before posting unless anything of worth happens.

Flowers xxx
15 yrs on 20 to 30 mgs CITALOPRAM
MAY 2014   Increased to 40mgs
SEPT-NOV 2014 tapered in 6 weeks down to 10mgs as per Dr's instructions due to violent nightmares/palpitations
 Given Noctamid (lormetazepam) to help with anxiety. On average took 2mg per day for 8 weeks.No taper was advised.
DEC 2014 WD severe. Nervous tic in eyes, limbs, muscle pain, fluct. temp,weakness,depression,anxiety,nausea,giddy,
Walking like I am drunk.
DEC 2014 Different Dr suggested taking 20mgs CIT. BROMAZEPAM 3mgs up to 3 x daily for anxiety.
DEC 9 2014 Updose CIT to 30mgs. Only taking BROMAZEPAM in emergency.
DEC 31 2014 Settling at 30mg CIT - helping with depression. Haven't taken any BROMAZEPAM for 2 weeks +.
APR 2015 Trying to stabilise on 30mgs CIT.
JAN 2016 CIT:Started taper. Reducing by 5%. 28.5mgs 
FEB  Taper held bereavement. APR Taper resumed 27mgs . MAY 25.50 mgs .  JUNE 24 mgs .  JULY I stupidly mixed up my BP meds with CIT. Consequently took no CIT for 3 days and doubled my BP meds. Waiting for the fallout....Holding for a while until any chance of repercussions have abated. SEPT taper resumed to  22.5 mgs . OCT 21 mgs .NOV 19.95 mgs. FEB 3rd updose to 20.5 mgs to try to stabilise.FEB.switched over to 75mgs of Venlafaxine XR for 3 weeks.Too stimulating so switching back to Cit. 12 March 37.5 Ven and 20 Cit.

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Posted 08 February 2017 - 02:17 PM

I recognise the slightly drugged feeling feeling and the ability to sleep during the day again. Thatis exactly what happened to me when I last went back to 20 mg. Interesting. At least you sound quitell relaxed about it. I tend to panic.

<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 09 February 2017 - 01:02 AM

Oh No I am panicking like hell! I am still get very debilitating symptoms and low mood which I desperately want gone NOW!

But I am conscious of not upsetting my CNS anymore by jumping up dose too quickly.

All I seem to be saying is 'I will give it a few more days' like a record that has got stuck! Hey Ho!

Flowers xxx
15 yrs on 20 to 30 mgs CITALOPRAM
MAY 2014   Increased to 40mgs
SEPT-NOV 2014 tapered in 6 weeks down to 10mgs as per Dr's instructions due to violent nightmares/palpitations
 Given Noctamid (lormetazepam) to help with anxiety. On average took 2mg per day for 8 weeks.No taper was advised.
DEC 2014 WD severe. Nervous tic in eyes, limbs, muscle pain, fluct. temp,weakness,depression,anxiety,nausea,giddy,
Walking like I am drunk.
DEC 2014 Different Dr suggested taking 20mgs CIT. BROMAZEPAM 3mgs up to 3 x daily for anxiety.
DEC 9 2014 Updose CIT to 30mgs. Only taking BROMAZEPAM in emergency.
DEC 31 2014 Settling at 30mg CIT - helping with depression. Haven't taken any BROMAZEPAM for 2 weeks +.
APR 2015 Trying to stabilise on 30mgs CIT.
JAN 2016 CIT:Started taper. Reducing by 5%. 28.5mgs 
FEB  Taper held bereavement. APR Taper resumed 27mgs . MAY 25.50 mgs .  JUNE 24 mgs .  JULY I stupidly mixed up my BP meds with CIT. Consequently took no CIT for 3 days and doubled my BP meds. Waiting for the fallout....Holding for a while until any chance of repercussions have abated. SEPT taper resumed to  22.5 mgs . OCT 21 mgs .NOV 19.95 mgs. FEB 3rd updose to 20.5 mgs to try to stabilise.FEB.switched over to 75mgs of Venlafaxine XR for 3 weeks.Too stimulating so switching back to Cit. 12 March 37.5 Ven and 20 Cit.

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Posted 09 February 2017 - 03:47 AM

It is tough when you reach that point.  I think you need to wait until you are sure the present ujpdose is clearly not sufficient, otherwise you are jeopardising the progress you have made so far, and then if you still need to updose just do another really small one.  It is at this point that I panic and go back to 20 mg.

 

I have also become frightened of some of my  reading which has suggested some people never feel well again even after updosing fully.  It is an awful predicament.

 

I also do not like it if I think people are starting to notice I am unwell, and in my job I see a lot of people in the course of a day.

 

I had a light bulb moment in my studying yesterday.  I am currently studying Autism, but it has made me realise some behaviours that are compulsive are an attempt to control anxiety.  It is so obvious that I don't know how I didn't realise it before.  Therefore, some of my eating I think is a compulsion based on anxiety and using food as a medicine really.  How I have lived 58 years and have not realised this before I just don't know.  There was something on the TV about a woman who had gone from dress size 12 to 20 while on the contraceptive pill, and the doctor was saying the weight gain, although a small amount was caused by the Pill, was due to other reasons.  It made me think about when I eat more food and when less.  I ate more food when reducing citalopram as I thought I would be able to eat more and so gained weight which I thought was paradoxical weight gain.  With further thought I think I was wrong.  Also citalopram is meant to help with anxiety every bit as much as depression, so not taking citalopram could in fact be a back move.

 

Anyway I feel OK on my recent reduction and want to see where this is leading me.  It is like a journey on which I am discovering such a lot about myself and that can only be good.

 

Take care Flowers, it is so awful when you feel unwell and don't know whether to updose further or not, and so want to feel well again.  It is a lonely place to be.


<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 09 February 2017 - 09:21 AM

Hi Joy

Thanks for the support.

I would just say there may be some people who never feel well after total reinstatement but I went back up to my full dose when I was first in WD. Mr Dr told me to and although I had found this site I was too ill to process the info here. It took a while but I stabilised and felt really well which is why I started to taper. Maybe some people will always need to be on drugs - we are all different.


I am hoping that I can get back to that place again even if it means adjusting my dose. I won't be able to cope like this otherwise.

I agree that overeating could be linked to OCD but I find I comfort eat a lot more since taking Cit. I am sure it increases my appetite usually which is why I can't understand the problems I am having with my stomach at the moment. I feel sick and have no appetite until around 11pm! I take Cit in the evenings.
There must be something to this but I don't know what! Any ideas?

I think our faces particularly our eyes show exactly how we are feeling with any illness. My husband can tell what sort of day I am having just by looking at my eyes. It is good if people notice you are looking well.

Yes this experience does make us focus on ourselves and will be a great strengthening process I feel.

Thanks for your words of comfort - I am finding it hard patiently waiting to see any improvements but what else can I do?

Will keep posting on my thread of any developments.

Take care.

Flowers xxx
15 yrs on 20 to 30 mgs CITALOPRAM
MAY 2014   Increased to 40mgs
SEPT-NOV 2014 tapered in 6 weeks down to 10mgs as per Dr's instructions due to violent nightmares/palpitations
 Given Noctamid (lormetazepam) to help with anxiety. On average took 2mg per day for 8 weeks.No taper was advised.
DEC 2014 WD severe. Nervous tic in eyes, limbs, muscle pain, fluct. temp,weakness,depression,anxiety,nausea,giddy,
Walking like I am drunk.
DEC 2014 Different Dr suggested taking 20mgs CIT. BROMAZEPAM 3mgs up to 3 x daily for anxiety.
DEC 9 2014 Updose CIT to 30mgs. Only taking BROMAZEPAM in emergency.
DEC 31 2014 Settling at 30mg CIT - helping with depression. Haven't taken any BROMAZEPAM for 2 weeks +.
APR 2015 Trying to stabilise on 30mgs CIT.
JAN 2016 CIT:Started taper. Reducing by 5%. 28.5mgs 
FEB  Taper held bereavement. APR Taper resumed 27mgs . MAY 25.50 mgs .  JUNE 24 mgs .  JULY I stupidly mixed up my BP meds with CIT. Consequently took no CIT for 3 days and doubled my BP meds. Waiting for the fallout....Holding for a while until any chance of repercussions have abated. SEPT taper resumed to  22.5 mgs . OCT 21 mgs .NOV 19.95 mgs. FEB 3rd updose to 20.5 mgs to try to stabilise.FEB.switched over to 75mgs of Venlafaxine XR for 3 weeks.Too stimulating so switching back to Cit. 12 March 37.5 Ven and 20 Cit.

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Posted 10 February 2017 - 09:58 AM

My very small cut has so far only resulted in a tight feeling in my throat (I have had that before) and a very slight headache (like a watered down version of other withdrawal headaches I have had.  So far, all OK.


<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 19 February 2017 - 03:39 AM

Doing well on this cut, so far so good. When I logged on it said you were currently online Flowers - maybe a mistake on this site.  If you are Flowers I hope you are feeling a bit better.

 

If you have decided to switch or updose further do not feel guilty or that you are going backwards, it is all about what is best for you at this present time.  People on this site, including me, will not judge you - just wish you well.

 

When I have gone back to 20 mg I always felt I had let everyone on this site down, but that is wrong thinking.

 

Joy


<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 24 February 2017 - 01:02 AM

Today I pushed out 3 drops from my 1ml syringe, instead of 2.

 

3 drops is 0.1 ml which is a tenth of 1 ml. 1ml of my solution is 2mg of citalopram so I think I am now on 19.8 mg citalopram in a homemade solution, which is where I was at the beginning of January.

 

If anyone wants to try to work out the maths for me they are welcome.  So I think I am on 19.8 mg cit now.

 

Anyway whatever I a

 

m on I am well and it is a tiny reduction.  I doesn't help that I find liquids hard to think about in terms of mls  - I never learnt metric at school!

 

My next drop will be to 4 drops and that might be impossible to put into a figure,  but if I make progress it will become clearer.

 

Joy

 

Bad news with my weight this morning, up a pound that I can't afford to do.  I do seem to have a weight/citalopram problem, but who knows?


<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 24 February 2017 - 03:26 AM

Hi Joy, I am useless with maths but will ask if one of the other mods can help. Don't worry about an extra pound of weight, women's weight fluctuates so a pound isn't too bad. Citalopram can cause weight gain but that settles when it has been tapered, for some the weight starts to drop as the dose lowers. 


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1993 had a breakdown leading to 10 years of drug experiments with all classes of psych drugs.

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Tapered by counting beads from March 2012 to March 2013, ending with 5 beads.

Withdrawal April 2013 . Reinstated 5 beads reduced to 4 beads May 2013

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Tapering tramadol, Feb 2015 100mg , March 2015 50mg -hold- Feb2016 46mg  March 8 2016 45 April 44mg  May 11  43mg June 14 42mg

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Posted 24 February 2017 - 04:38 AM

If you'd like help with the arithmetic of the doses using syringes, please post exactly what you do to get the 19.8 dose.


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Posted 24 February 2017 - 05:46 AM

Hi  Scallywag

 

I have 2 syringes a 5 ml one and a 1 ml one.

 

I am swallowing normally half of my 20 mg pill and dissolving the other half in 5 ml of water.  Then from this little pool of water I am taking out 3 drops of the mixture using my 1 ml syringe.  My 1 ml syringe is divided into 0.1 to 1.00.  3 drops is the amount say between 0.1 and 0.2 for example in the 1 ml syringe. ie a tenth of the syringe full.

 

My next step will be 4 drops.

 

If anyone can give me a clue that will be brilliant.  I have to do this super slow because I have failed at all other ways.  I used need a guide as to where I am in dosage.  It will become easier to calibrate as I start to drop more???

 

I know I am somewhere just a little under 20 mg

 

Joy


<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 24 February 2017 - 05:45 PM

Okay. As you've no doubt figured out the half-tablet  is 10 mg.

 

Now the math-y part.

 

You put 10 mg in 5 ml water. This gives you a solution where 1 ml  =  2 mg citalopram

 

You withdraw 1 ml (2 mg) using a 1 ml syringe and expel 3 drops, ~ 0.15 ml. You take the remaining solution from the 1 ml syringe, ~ 1.85 mg

 

You take the remaining 4 ml of solution = 8 mg

 

so you take

10.0 mg as ½ tablet

 8.0 mg from 5 ml syringe

1.85 mg from 1 ml syringe

for a total of ~19.85 ml.

 

You could make your life a WHOLE LOT easier by dissolving the half-tablet in 10 ml water -- use two 5 ml syringe-fuls of water in a small container. That solution would be 1 mg = 1 ml. Then the 0.1 ml marks on the 1 ml syringe will be 0.1 mg citalopram.


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Posted 26 February 2017 - 05:23 AM

Thanks Scallywag, I am going to change how I measure out.  Anyway I am doing well on the 3 drops I am getting rid of = that she is the main thing.  Pathetic, but less.


<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 19 March 2017 - 03:57 AM

I have now dropped 5 drops of solution and doing well.  This last week I gained a very slight amount of weight which I put down to reducing citalopram, it happens every time to me, but I now have it under control.

 

Slow but sure.  Exercising appears to be helping.

 

Joy


<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 20 March 2017 - 03:25 AM

Good to hear that you're doing well with your microtaper approach.

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Posted 23 March 2017 - 06:22 AM

I am discovering that hard regular exercise at the gym plus swim and sauna is really helping me, I feel so much better and am sleeping so much better.  I shouldn't be surprised because years ago when I withdrew from diazepam I used exercise then, and it was one of the standard recommendations at the time to cope with withdrawal symptoms.

 

This sleeping well is such a surprise to me.  I am nearly asleep by the time I get into bed and sleep really deeply until about 6 am when I wake up feeling very refreshed.  Of course, I have to make the time available to exercise, but it is such a welcome change.  Or it may be temporary. 


<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction


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Posted 23 March 2017 - 06:27 AM

That's good to hear, Joy.  You may also be finding that regular sauna is allowing you to more effectively detox your system which could also be contributing to the positive feelings.

 

Best,

 

Andy


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Started Sertraline taper from 100mg in December 2014 by reducing to 75mg; Reduced to 62.5mg on January 1, 2015 and 50mg on February 1, 2015; Held at 50mg through April 5 when I got Rx for liquid Sertraline
Reduced dosage in 10% or less drops from 50mg to 25mg -- at single tablet on 10/5

Held through February with no noticeable change

March 2016 attempted to begin taper again but miscalculated into 1 week accidental updose to 32.5mg; dropped back to 25mg for 1 week; tapered to 22.5mg the following week; hit with symptoms and tried to stabilize between 22.5mg and 25mg.  Transitioned to all liquid for accuracy. Was dealing with horrible insomnia which had me sleeping once every other day.  Went back to 25mg liquid and held until October 1, 2016.  October 1 cut 4% to 24mg.  November 1 cut 8.3% to 22mg. December 1 cut 9% to 20mg.  Not great but functional. 2/1/17 cut 5% to 19mg.  Taking Spray-on Magnesium, Magnesium supplements, D3, Omega 3, curcumin, Co-Q10, Valerian, 81mg Aspirin, L-Theanine


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Posted 25 March 2017 - 03:46 AM

Down by 6 drops this morning which is a fifth of 1 ml which is not much but I feel well at this pace. I know that when I have reduce my this 1ml I will be down to 18 mg.

<p>26 March reduced to 15 mg and doing fine9/4/16 reduced to 14.5 mg18/4/16 reduced to 13.5 mg measured out wrong just seeing how it goes14/5/16 reduced to 13 mg today13/6 down to 12.52/7 down to 12 mg citalopram2/8 reinstated 20 mg7/8 down to 19 mg<p>13/8 down to15 mg 15/8 down to 14.5 mg 14/9 20mg cit plus 200 mg epilim 16/9 18 mg cit plus epilim. Epilim is also known as sodium vaporate or depakote and is an anticonvulsant that is also used as a mood stabiliser. 28/10 19.5 mg citalopram after spending a few weeks on 20mg. 20/10 back to 20 mg

 

03/01/17  Reduced to 19.8 mg.  10/1 back to 20 mg

04/02/17 Now doing one drop on oral syringe reduction






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