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Jayjohnny

Please help I have so much hate inside of me!

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Jayjohnny

I'm almost certain it was drug induced and that the drug poisons played a role in this-sometimes I have a tremendous amount of hate in me and I'm not sure what to do about it. I use to view the world and my country in a fairly positive manner. Now, regarding in particular America, I have come to essentially hate it with a passion!!! Mind you, not everything about it but so much of it.

 

Everything is about race, gender, sexuality, age, etc. (you name it) It never ends as if America is still in the 50's or something!!! It is driving me INSANE and I'm not joking here. This is all I heard about for over a decade now!! It's one thing if someone or group says or does something racist sexist or homophobic but to constantly obsess about it is enough to make a sane person crazy!!I'm neither liberal or conservative and have come to hate both parties and what they stand for: either race/gender baiting "identity politics" liberals or greedy ultra wealthy capitalist silver spoons conservatives!! I have became extremely paranoid and most the time antisocial much of this due to the fact that I cannot seem to trust anyone!!! I really could use some advice thanks so much!

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Jayjohnny

I take back most of what I wrote as I do not hate America. It is simply that if we could come together as a nation instead of being so divided at times!! Uniting instead of dividing.

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Mort81

It's very understandable and I can relate. I completely avoid social media and the news as it's 90% negative and not trustworthy to me, especially the major US networks. Since WD I have found myself getting extra mad at the current issues when I pay attention. I also hate both parties and think they are more like organized Gangs. This whole system is rigged for the Elite. After an experience like what we have gone through with the black hole of health care I couldn't trust anyone in Power again no Matter what. My best advice and what's worked for me is to do your best although hard to avoid the topics all together. Focus on how good you feel now and alternative things. Because the more your eyes are open the more you begin to see how much is wrong with the world. A small % is good and means well and that's what we have to focus on.

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Mort81

And Beleive me easier said than done it's so hard to avoid because it's everywhere!

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Jayjohnny

It's very understandable and I can relate. I completely avoid social media and the news as it's 90% negative and not trustworthy to me, especially the major US networks. Since WD I have found myself getting extra mad at the current issues when I pay attention. I also hate both parties and think they are more like organized Gangs. This whole system is rigged for the Elite. After an experience like what we have gone through with the black hole of health care I couldn't trust anyone in Power again no Matter what. My best advice and what's worked for me is to do your best although hard to avoid the topics all together. Focus on how good you feel now and alternative things. Because the more your eyes are open the more you begin to see how much is wrong with the world. A small % is good and means well and that's what we have to focus on.

Thanks so much for the advice Mort, really appreciate it!! I'm going to follow your lead and make it my New Years resolution to just about avoid all media entirely-especially internet news sites, political channels, and newspapers. A few months ago I traveled to Minnesota to visit a friend and stayed for about 3 weeks. And each morning I would read the major newspaper there in Minneapolis.

 

I kid you not about 60-75% of it was always focused on something about race gender sexuality etc. in the most important sections of the paper. And rarely was it about someone saying or doing something racist sexist or homophobic. Rarely! Nor rarely about any proven case of discrimination! It just makes you believe that the elites in America are doing all this on purpose simply to divide poeple or make them go crazy so that all the money and power keeps staying in the top 1%. Also that liberal news outlets have nothing better to focus on these days. And again I'm not even remotely conservative saying all this.

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Jayjohnny

I've had just about enough of it and would move out of the country in a heartbeat. But like you said there's good and bad people everywhere but the problem is with all of the divisions it makes you wonder who the hell you can possibly trust these days. Thankfully we have supportive message boards such as this one!!

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Mort81

Ya i don't doubt that for a second! It's like a race war is being pushed . Its tough to live in a bubble but I've found it's best for me. Too much anger like you said. Np it's a tough thing to avoid it takes alot of effort. But it can be done . Than maybe in the future you and I won't be as fired up about world politics as we are now and it will easier to expose oursleves to the nonsense.

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Jayjohnny

Ya i don't doubt that for a second! It's like a race war is being pushed . Its tough to live in a bubble but I've found it's best for me. Too much anger like you said. Np it's a tough thing to avoid it takes alot of effort. But it can be done . Than maybe in the future you and I won't be as fired up about world politics as we are now and it will easier to expose oursleves to the nonsense.

I like your wise outlook and mindset Mort!! You've got a good head on your shoulders. This will most definitely help you beat your withdrawal symptoms and fully recover from the trauma of protracted withdrawal!!

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Jayjohnny

I've never met you but from what I can tell if anyone deserves a full recover as soon as possible it's you man.

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Mort81

Thanks buddy really appreciate it :)

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Jayjohnny

You're welcome!

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