Littlegrandma Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 1 hour ago, kesh said: Interesting. Maybe I should reduce the citalopram sooner or more aggressively. So hard to know. It's 2 weeks since my last cut (when I reduced diazepam). Be careful kesh. I reduced lex 5 mg to 4.8 9 days ago. Symptoms up and down. Yesterday- slight anxiety but fatigue and anhedonia. This morning akathasia from 2 am til now 4:45. Im also taking a benzo and lunesta. I get very little broken sleep. Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
kesh Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 Sorry to hear we both started a wave of akathisia this morning. It's hell isn't it. Obviously, it makes you desperate to act. But I took my usual 2.5mg of citalopram this morning anyway. Also on benzos (and propanalol). This on and off aka I'm currently in is probably from a too big cut in diazapam I made 2 weeks ago. Managed to get off my z-drug after 5 days use before Christmas. Alarming how many of us are on a similar cocktail. Current daily meds. Citalopram 2.5mg morning. Diazapam 1.5mg evening, Propanalol 40mg split 4x10mg throughout day. Recent meds. Fluoxetine 20mg began 24th Nov 2017, CT on 4th December on medical advice due to bad Akathisia. Citalopram 10mg began on 13th Dec 2017, tapered to 2.5mg by 20th Dec 2017 on medical advice. Diazapam 2mg began on 6th Dec 2017 cut to 1.5 mg on 26th Dec. Propanalol 40mg began on 13th Dec. Zopiclone 3.75 mg began 13th December, used maybe 5 times then quit. Previous history. Tricyclics, Fluoxetine or Citalopram for periods of 6mo to 2yrs over last 25 years. Probably 5 yrs in total. No significant ill effects. Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 1 minute ago, kesh said: Sorry to hear we both started a wave of akathisia this morning. It's hell isn't it. Obviously, it makes you desperate to act. But I took my usual 2.5mg of citalopram this morning anyway. Sometimes I just want to trash them all. I’ve had no stability since June. Don’t know what’s causing what and am starting to lose the fighting spirit Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
kesh Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 Me too. I can pretty much cope with any symptom except aka. Though it's easy to say that of any symptom you are currently experiencing. Current daily meds. Citalopram 2.5mg morning. Diazapam 1.5mg evening, Propanalol 40mg split 4x10mg throughout day. Recent meds. Fluoxetine 20mg began 24th Nov 2017, CT on 4th December on medical advice due to bad Akathisia. Citalopram 10mg began on 13th Dec 2017, tapered to 2.5mg by 20th Dec 2017 on medical advice. Diazapam 2mg began on 6th Dec 2017 cut to 1.5 mg on 26th Dec. Propanalol 40mg began on 13th Dec. Zopiclone 3.75 mg began 13th December, used maybe 5 times then quit. Previous history. Tricyclics, Fluoxetine or Citalopram for periods of 6mo to 2yrs over last 25 years. Probably 5 yrs in total. No significant ill effects. Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 So true. But it was a nice break yesterday without pounding chest and constant urge to pace. But it left me sitting like a lump, depressed and very aware of all the other symptoms. Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 Also on a beta blocker. Heart rate and BP still high often Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
kesh Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 My beta blocker seems to keep my pulse under control. No idea about blood pressure. I'm on about the lowest dose, so pleased about that one. Looks like we're in a very similar state. What benzo and how much? Current daily meds. Citalopram 2.5mg morning. Diazapam 1.5mg evening, Propanalol 40mg split 4x10mg throughout day. Recent meds. Fluoxetine 20mg began 24th Nov 2017, CT on 4th December on medical advice due to bad Akathisia. Citalopram 10mg began on 13th Dec 2017, tapered to 2.5mg by 20th Dec 2017 on medical advice. Diazapam 2mg began on 6th Dec 2017 cut to 1.5 mg on 26th Dec. Propanalol 40mg began on 13th Dec. Zopiclone 3.75 mg began 13th December, used maybe 5 times then quit. Previous history. Tricyclics, Fluoxetine or Citalopram for periods of 6mo to 2yrs over last 25 years. Probably 5 yrs in total. No significant ill effects. Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 Ativan .5 mg x3 day. Been on it since August when I went inpatient. Had no sleep for 2 mo. I would doze off and guess I woke up screaming with terror. Hospital put me on it. Regret that one since I had xanax wd many years ago. They sent me home with a very easy reduction schedule of all my drugs. Sure!! Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 8, 2018 Author Share Posted January 8, 2018 Kesh and Lg, so sorry you’re in the throes of akathisia. It truly is the worst experience I know. 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 Oh Nikki i don’t know what to do. Reduced tiny amt last Saturday. Do I go back up? Akathasia, burning skin, brain pressure, feels like it’s going to blow up. Ringing ears. Body pain. Anxiety bad today. Scared and depressed. Legs trembling along with the rest of my body. Can hardly walk. But can’t sit still. I know you’re in the same boat. I am so afraid this will never end. Lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
kesh Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 How are you doing today Nikki? Current daily meds. Citalopram 2.5mg morning. Diazapam 1.5mg evening, Propanalol 40mg split 4x10mg throughout day. Recent meds. Fluoxetine 20mg began 24th Nov 2017, CT on 4th December on medical advice due to bad Akathisia. Citalopram 10mg began on 13th Dec 2017, tapered to 2.5mg by 20th Dec 2017 on medical advice. Diazapam 2mg began on 6th Dec 2017 cut to 1.5 mg on 26th Dec. Propanalol 40mg began on 13th Dec. Zopiclone 3.75 mg began 13th December, used maybe 5 times then quit. Previous history. Tricyclics, Fluoxetine or Citalopram for periods of 6mo to 2yrs over last 25 years. Probably 5 yrs in total. No significant ill effects. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Shep Posted January 8, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted January 8, 2018 On 1/4/2018 at 12:00 AM, Altostrata said: Would it be possible to reduce each of your daily diazepam doses by 10%? That would be a reduction of 10% for the day. Hi, Nikki. I just wanted to touch base with you about Alto's comment here. Is this something you would like to try? It really does sound like you're overly drugged by the benzo. However, if the drugged feeling is better than what you were dealing with regarding akathisia, that may be a tough call to make. If you decide you'd like to try the diazepam reduction, please feel free to return to your benzo thread if you have any questions about doing this. Nikki: lexapro kindling akasthesia Mirtazipine diazepam The main question is - overall do you think you're getting more stable by your long hold? Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 8, 2018 Author Share Posted January 8, 2018 (edited) 53 minutes ago, Shep said: Hi, Nikki. I just wanted to touch base with you about Alto's comment here. Is this something you would like to try? It really does sound like you're overly drugged by the benzo. However, if the drugged feeling is better than what you were dealing with regarding akathisia, that may be a tough call to make. If you decide you'd like to try the diazepam reduction, please feel free to return to your benzo thread if you have any questions about doing this. Nikki: lexapro kindling akasthesia Mirtazipine diazepam The main question is - overall do you think you're getting more stable by your long hold? Thanks for commenting Shep, good to hear from you. The answer is yes, I do feel I’m getting more stable but it’s literally only been since the second half of December that I’ve been noticing almost leaps in my improvement, kind of sandwiched between some pretty awful days where it’s as severe as ever but like I say, overall I’m seeing those leaps. I guess feeling drugged is the lesser of two evils compared to the high rev aka. I will think on the reduction but I’m not sure I’m there yet. It is a very tough call as only a month ago I think it was I was asking about updosing because of the agitation. This stuff feels like a grotesque lottery! I hate being on a benzo as I’m sure you’ve gleaned! Any thoughts appreciated. Edited January 8, 2018 by Nikki74 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 8, 2018 Author Share Posted January 8, 2018 (edited) 30 minutes ago, Littlegrandma said: Oh Nikki i don’t know what to do. Reduced tiny amt last Saturday. Do I go back up? Akathasia, burning skin, brain pressure, feels like it’s going to blow up. Ringing ears. Body pain. Anxiety bad today. Scared and depressed. Legs trembling along with the rest of my body. Can hardly walk. But can’t sit still. I know you’re in the same boat. I am so afraid this will never end. Lg Hi Lg Oh honey it sounds awful, I know how all that feels, had all that together in the Autumn at the start of all this. I don’t know what to suggest. You could hold and it might lessen in a few days. Or maybe your system is too sensitive still to making a cut. I hope a mod can chime in soon. Xxxxxx Sorry that wasn’t much help I realise. What do you think? You cut on Saturday just gone? Edited January 8, 2018 by Nikki74 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 8, 2018 Author Share Posted January 8, 2018 59 minutes ago, kesh said: How are you doing today Nikki? Hi Kesh I’m kind of at my new baseline which is lower agitation but still restless, minimal mental symptoms but low level fear and panic. I’ve got my son off school ill today. Are you on the fb aka page? 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 9 days. On the 30th. Thanks Nikki. I’m just venting. I know you’re going through your own personal hell. Thanks for listening. Lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
kesh Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 4 minutes ago, Nikki74 said: Are you on the fb aka page? Yes! My name is Doors look at Simon (don't ask) Current daily meds. Citalopram 2.5mg morning. Diazapam 1.5mg evening, Propanalol 40mg split 4x10mg throughout day. Recent meds. Fluoxetine 20mg began 24th Nov 2017, CT on 4th December on medical advice due to bad Akathisia. Citalopram 10mg began on 13th Dec 2017, tapered to 2.5mg by 20th Dec 2017 on medical advice. Diazapam 2mg began on 6th Dec 2017 cut to 1.5 mg on 26th Dec. Propanalol 40mg began on 13th Dec. Zopiclone 3.75 mg began 13th December, used maybe 5 times then quit. Previous history. Tricyclics, Fluoxetine or Citalopram for periods of 6mo to 2yrs over last 25 years. Probably 5 yrs in total. No significant ill effects. Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 8, 2018 Author Share Posted January 8, 2018 10 minutes ago, Littlegrandma said: 9 days. On the 30th. Thanks Nikki. I’m just venting. I know you’re going through your own personal hell. Thanks for listening. Lg It’s ok, I’m glad you’ve shared. Might be worth sticking it out? I don’t know because I know it’s hell! Have things just started to get worse? 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 8, 2018 Author Share Posted January 8, 2018 8 minutes ago, kesh said: Yes! My name is Doors look at Simon (don't ask) I’ve seen you there! Sorry I feel bad asking but thought I’d seen someone on there with similar story. 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 The aka is worse. Probably just from cutting. I think I have no choice but to wait it out. I have to get off this garbage sometime. I never had a true window since June. Maybe I should have held on longer, but I saw little improvement and need to move on. Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
kesh Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 5 minutes ago, Littlegrandma said: The aka is worse. Probably just from cutting. I think I have no choice but to wait it out. I have to get off this garbage sometime. I never had a true window since June. Maybe I should have held on longer, but I saw little improvement and need to move on. I made a thread in the tapering forum asking "What if I never get stable?" Would like to see some more traffic there. Current daily meds. Citalopram 2.5mg morning. Diazapam 1.5mg evening, Propanalol 40mg split 4x10mg throughout day. Recent meds. Fluoxetine 20mg began 24th Nov 2017, CT on 4th December on medical advice due to bad Akathisia. Citalopram 10mg began on 13th Dec 2017, tapered to 2.5mg by 20th Dec 2017 on medical advice. Diazapam 2mg began on 6th Dec 2017 cut to 1.5 mg on 26th Dec. Propanalol 40mg began on 13th Dec. Zopiclone 3.75 mg began 13th December, used maybe 5 times then quit. Previous history. Tricyclics, Fluoxetine or Citalopram for periods of 6mo to 2yrs over last 25 years. Probably 5 yrs in total. No significant ill effects. Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 8, 2018 Author Share Posted January 8, 2018 30 minutes ago, kesh said: I made a thread in the tapering forum asking "What if I never get stable?" Would like to see some more traffic there. I saw that Kesh but didn’t post as I have the same question! 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 You may have seen my post there kesh. I hope to see some responses. We all have the same fear!! Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 8, 2018 Author Share Posted January 8, 2018 43 minutes ago, Littlegrandma said: The aka is worse. Probably just from cutting. I think I have no choice but to wait it out. I have to get off this garbage sometime. I never had a true window since June. Maybe I should have held on longer, but I saw little improvement and need to move on. I understand. My windows are basically where I have 15 or fewer symptoms (I have 30+ in total). I am never symptom free and I’m housebound (been out to close family’s homes three times via taxi in the past month) so I’ve no idea how I’d be in a public space. I can’t walk more than a few metres at a time anyway. So yeah, windows are as I described and I’ve only just started getting them. Thankful! The damn aka is a constant but is less distressing lately. Exhausting tho. Yes probably best to hold and the symptoms will ease over time. Thinking of you Lg xxx 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 Thanks again Nikki yes I’m also housebound with very few trips out. I have driven a few times but it is pretty scary. I wonder if going from tablet to liquid may also be playing some role in all of this. This is is no way to live. I think I’ve had every symptom ever listed on this forum. Every one of them ramped up now. I am truly terrified. I am am going to take your suggestion and wait it out. I appreciate your time so much!! xx Lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 8, 2018 Author Share Posted January 8, 2018 Just logging at 3pm I got hit by the drugged, drunk thing and struggling to form thoughts. Can only lie down but have akathisia too like a tickling in my forehead, and fizzing in my body and restlessness. Migraine feeling under surface too. Nausea as well. Had that last evening. Going to try to rest. Eyes v heavy. 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 I’m so sorry Nikki. Hope you’re able to rest. I get those same terrifying symptoms. Sorry you do but glad to see it’s not only me, if you know what I mean. Otherwise they’d be even scarier. xx Lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 8, 2018 Author Share Posted January 8, 2018 1 hour ago, Littlegrandma said: I’m so sorry Nikki. Hope you’re able to rest. I get those same terrifying symptoms. Sorry you do but glad to see it’s not only me, if you know what I mean. Otherwise they’d be even scarier. xx Lg Thanks Lg. I’m sorry I didn’t reply to your earlier post. I went all shivery and had to wrap up in a blanket and amazingly fell asleep on the sofa. Came round and it was time to take another diazepam. I’m grateful for sleep but I’m losing most of my days to this kind of drugged feeling. Don’t know whether to try the diazepam cut but am still unstable and only just started to get some of my cognitive functioning back some days and days without severe mental symptoms. 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 Lucky you can take a nap, Nikki. I just waste my days reading or playing games on phone. My daughter and kids stopped in today, an unexpected visit, so I’ve been playing with the grandbabies. Ive read your thread before but don’t remember and I may have already asked you.... are you still on a low dose of lexapro? And also the mirt. I’m curious what you do with the diazepam because we have many of the same symptoms. Neither of us have seen much of a window. Good your cog functioning is coming back. I have seen no improvement. Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 8, 2018 Author Share Posted January 8, 2018 12 minutes ago, Littlegrandma said: Lucky you can take a nap, Nikki. I just waste my days reading or playing games on phone. My daughter and kids stopped in today, an unexpected visit, so I’ve been playing with the grandbabies. Ive read your thread before but don’t remember and I may have already asked you.... are you still on a low dose of lexapro? And also the mirt. I’m curious what you do with the diazepam because we have many of the same symptoms. Neither of us have seen much of a window. Good your cog functioning is coming back. I have seen no improvement. The naps have literally just started. Had about three in the past month. Normally I can’t drop off as get weird images and severe dp/dr. So this is new. It’s like I can’t function, everything shuts down. I hope it was ok playing with your grand babes ❤️ Yes I’m on 5mg lex, ctd it in June. Utter hell. Reinstated 10mg a month later then psych said to drop to 5 as she wanted me to start zoloft! Said all my symptoms were my illness! Not!! Im on 15 Mirtazipine. And 6 diazepam. I take the Diazepam in three doses. Wasn’t even on it before all this started. It’s a new drug for me taken daily as had only used 2 or 3 2mg a month from Jan-July. 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 8, 2018 Share Posted January 8, 2018 Yep. The babies will be with me the rest of the evening. Yes. I also started the benzo thru all of this. But please keep me posted what you decide to do with it. If you taper or not. I hate the Ativan. I think the combo of that and lunesta are taking every bit of memory I had left. And fogging everything up. Try to have a good evening. Lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 9, 2018 Author Share Posted January 9, 2018 14 hours ago, Littlegrandma said: Yep. The babies will be with me the rest of the evening. Yes. I also started the benzo thru all of this. But please keep me posted what you decide to do with it. If you taper or not. I hate the Ativan. I think the combo of that and lunesta are taking every bit of memory I had left. And fogging everything up. Try to have a good evening. Lg Hi Lg I hope you were able to enjoy your grandbabies. Last night depression came down pretty hard and I’ve had an uptick in mental symptoms so far today. Really weird ocd type thoughts while in and out of dozing on my morning meds. Panic. Claustrophobia in my head, fearing I’m going mad, feeling the desperate need to get out in the world but scared also. Am so stuck here in my home. I know you said you were too. I’ve got no one to take me anywhere even for a drive and it’s getting me down. My legs are too weak to walk other than around the home. Just feeling so stuck and lonely and my head’s going round. Derealisation as well today. I hope your symptoms have at least not got any worse? Nikki X 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 9, 2018 Share Posted January 9, 2018 Hi Nikki ive explained the claustrophobic feeling the same way. Not just being stuck in the house, but in my head. Oh, what a horrible feeling. I shake my head, thinking I’m going to shake the claustrophobia or the dp/dr away. Im sorry you have no one to take you driving. I have my husband at night but during the day my mom, daughter or one of my brothers, who works 2nd shift, will take me shopping or just for a drive. Sometimes I can convince myself to go into a restaurant, but often we will sit in the parking lot of a fast food joint. I don’t know how or why the agoraphobia started, but it doesn’t seem too uncommon during wd. I made an appt for haircuts for my grandkids and myself tomorrow. Silly that I started having anxiety about it already. It’s a quiet shop and the owner is the daughter of a friend of mine. She has become like a daughter to me. She knows about my wd and is very sympathetic, so it’s easy once there but I’m dreading the 4 mi drive. Once i I wake in the morning, whether it’s at 2 or 4, I don’t try to go back to sleep. I don’t like the thoughts and anxiety that you’re talking about when dozing. Unfortunately, I get up and have a cig with a protein drink and smoothie and start my day of looking at my phone. Once my husband is up for work, I start laundry and clean the kitchen and putz. But I sit more than I move. I got a very positive note from Alto yesterday, reassuring me that I am stabilizing. It was like Mom telling me everything is going to be ok. I felt better after that. Not to say symptoms eased, but I felt more positive. And my daughter and grandkids , who popped in for lunch, stayed til 7:30. It was good for me to take charge of the kids and anxiety eased a bit. Wish i I could pick you up for a drive. Or Uber together. Hang on Nikki. We will all get thru this together. xx Lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 10, 2018 Author Share Posted January 10, 2018 Thank you Lg. So sick with severe fatigue and weakness today plus the akathisia is up again with the terror. Depression and panic. Honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I pay if I do stuff at home. Just breathing and trying to rest with a restless body. Praying a great deal. 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted January 10, 2018 Share Posted January 10, 2018 Sorry Nikki im in same way today. Paying the price for overdoing it yesterday. And I have the kids today. Don’t know how I can possibly take care of them. I am hoping and praying you get a break today. For all of us! hugs Nikki.....Lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Nikki74 Posted January 10, 2018 Author Share Posted January 10, 2018 2 hours ago, Littlegrandma said: Sorry Nikki im in same way today. Paying the price for overdoing it yesterday. And I have the kids today. Don’t know how I can possibly take care of them. I am hoping and praying you get a break today. For all of us! hugs Nikki.....Lg Thank you Lg. Sorry to hear you’re in the same place. Hoping you’ve had some relief. I managed a shower late afternoon. And that’s my day! Hugs for you too xxx 2009-2011 mirtazapine 45mg plus clonaz as needed. Start Lexapro Nov 2011. June 2016 Zopiclone, July-Sept Trazodone 50mg, adverse reaction, ct, started pregabalin, reduced Lexapro from 20 to 15mg Start of 2017 on 15mg lexapro, 100mg pregablin. April added 15mg mirtazapine. End May. Start June stop pregablin after two week taper. End June. Stopped Lexapro 15mg 3 wk taper. Start July Mirt 30mg + Diaz daily 2-4mg End July returned to mirtaz 15mg + lexapro at 10mg reinstated. 4th Aug - 19 Sept Zopiclone (3.75 then 7.5 then 3.75 at the end) diazepam 7-8mg day since then. 16 Sept cut lex to 5mg. 5-6 Oct swapped 5mg lex to 8.15am and 15mg mirtazipine to 11pm 8 Oct onwards sticking to 6mg diazepam p/day 3 doses/ 2 Feb start 1mg clonazepam, stop Diaz. 21 Feb 2% cut lex. 8 March 12.5% clon cut. Now take .5 clon 9am, .375 5pm(0.875 mg daily clonazepam) 16 May @8% clon reduction so 9am dose .43(0.805 mg daily clonazepam) 2 July 10% Lexapro reduction to 4.5mg. 9 Aug .25mg lex cut to 4.25mg/ 13 Aug 4.5mg 2018 October Lexapro 4.5 to 4.25 mg clonazepam 0.80 mg mirtazapine 15 mg 2019 October present drugs: Lexapro 2.75 mg(tapers of 0.25 increments in last year at 5 -9 week intervals), clonazepam 0.78 mg(taper of .02 mg November 2018), mirtazapine 15 mg 2020 January 5th Lexapro taper to 2.57 mg(2%drop), total clonazepam 0.78 mg, mirtazapine 15 mg previous signature here recent dosing and symptom logs here Link to comment
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