Kat66 Posted September 6 Share Posted September 6 Maybe the anaesthesia was something wd made you sensitive to? We can be sensitised to all kinds of stuff we weren’t before all this. Lots of symptoms, sorry you’re suffering. Your husband too, still won’t acknowledge what’s happening to him? Does the dog walking help? Ill post an update on my page. Hang in there! 1 History of depression and anxiety. Symptoms of PTSD. 1998-1999 Venlafaxine 2006-2007 Prozac.2013-15 Sertraline 50mg. 2015 cross-tapered to citalopram 20mg. 2015-2021 Citalopram 20mg (brief increase to 30mg for 2/3 months in 2019). 01/2021 Dropped from 20mg to 10mg, back up to 20mg til June. 25/6/21 stopped CT. Started 50mg 5htp after a week without citalopram in the hope this would balance out my serotonin levels. After 3 days increased to 100mg 5htp. 11/7/21 Stopped 5htp with the intention of reinstating citalopram at 1mg. 16/7/21 Reinstated cit at 1mg. 2/8/21 Increased dose to 2mg. 28/11/21 10% reduction to 1.8mg. 8/12/21 2mg 6/1/22 1.8mg 10/2/22 1.6mg 13/5/22 1.5mg 4/6/22 1.55mg 4/7/22 1.4mg 4/8/22 1.25mg 1/11/22 1.1mg 3/3/23 1mg 18/4/23 0.9mg 2/6/23 0.8mg 4/10/23 0.7mg 11/11/23 jumped off @0.7mg started on 5htp 200mg -400mg, L-Theanine, and L-tyrosine 200mg. 25/11/23 came off 5-htp, l-tyrosine and l-Theanine. 24/12/23 went on 7.5mg mirtazapine. 27/12/23 stopped mirtazapine & reinstated citalopram @.35mg. 1/1/24 increased to 0.5mg. July 14, 2024 0.49mg. July 16 0.47mg. July 21 0.5mg. PTSD diagnosis October 2023. 11/11/23 started EMDR therapy for PTSD. Multiple attempts to taper off citalopram. Vegan/vegetarian, otherwise healthy lifestyle. Other medications; combined HRT. Other supplements; magnesium glycinate, vegan omega3. Completely OFF caffeine (since July 21). Finding it difficult to completely give up alcohol but starting from 14th July 24 will be trying my utmost to abstain. Main symptoms; crushing depression, anhedonia/emotional anesthesia, irritability, rage, anxiety/fear, intrusive thoughts, cognitive fog, inability to focus, restlessness and some insomnia Link to comment
Sonia009 Posted September 6 Author Share Posted September 6 46 minutes ago, Kat66 said: Maybe the anaesthesia was something wd made you sensitive to? We can be sensitised to all kinds of stuff we weren’t before all this. Lots of symptoms, sorry you’re suffering. Your husband too, still won’t acknowledge what’s happening to him? Does the dog walking help? Ill post an update on my page. Hang in there! @Kat66 Just got back from dog walking when I saw your email. It helps but it's not easy, heart pounding away when I'm out, not enjoying it as I should but I have good moments too if I briefly see someone to talk to. I think I worry about feeling ill when I'm out and not being able to cope, in short anxiety. My dog walker on holiday this week so have had to make the effort, twice today, my husband took him once also. My husband still getting dizziness, balance issues too, I think it's getting through to him that it could be withdrawal but our doctors say it should be out of his system by now so he's still doubtful😏. Good to hear from you. I'll take a peep at your thread.😊🙏 1 2008 10 mg Citalopram, 2.5 mg bendroflumethiazide 2021 reduced Citalopram over three years,2023 5.2 mg Citalopram for approx. 1 year Sept 2023 taken off Citalopram and bendroflumethiazide , put on Amitriptyline 10 mg and Ramipril 2.5 mg October 2023 taken off Amitriptyline and Ramipril put on Propranolol 10 mg October 2023 put on Losartan 25 mg November 2023 taken off Losartan on Propranolol 10 mg December 2023 now on 2.5 mg bendroflumethiazide + Citalopram 0.5 mg. February 2024, taken off bendroflumethiazide, on bisoprolol 1.25 mg February 2024, taken off bisoprolol, on ramipril 1.25 mg + 0.5mg Citalopram, stopped ramipril. June 2024 0.45 mg Citalopram. July 204 0.4 mg. ( nothing else). Link to comment
Sonia009 Posted Friday at 04:50 PM Author Share Posted Friday at 04:50 PM Hi, here I am with another migraine, should have know it was coming two days ago when I felt so cold I had to go to bed in the day with a hot water bottle. It's ramped up my withdrawal symptoms for sure. Symptoms are so similar to withdrawal, flu like, light and sound sensitivity, neck stiffness and pain, ringing in ears, vertigo and dizziness, balance issues, nasal congestion, mood changes, anxiety, depression, exhaustion - the list goes on. It's a no wonder withdrawal symptoms have ramped up. I must be around 14 weeks now on 0.4 mg Citalopram and around 10 months since reinstating to 0.5 mg. I don't feel any better on it, worse if anything. I get headaches, muzziness, dizziness for up to 3 hours after taking it. I thought reinstating would alleviate symptoms but it doesn't seem to be happening for me.😏 Not sure what to think, tempted to give it a miss for a day or two.🤔 I know I tried it before and had to give in but time is going on and I'm getting nowhere. It's like one step forward and two steps backwards. I want to drive my car but just don't feel that I can. Best wishes to all.🙏😊 1 2008 10 mg Citalopram, 2.5 mg bendroflumethiazide 2021 reduced Citalopram over three years,2023 5.2 mg Citalopram for approx. 1 year Sept 2023 taken off Citalopram and bendroflumethiazide , put on Amitriptyline 10 mg and Ramipril 2.5 mg October 2023 taken off Amitriptyline and Ramipril put on Propranolol 10 mg October 2023 put on Losartan 25 mg November 2023 taken off Losartan on Propranolol 10 mg December 2023 now on 2.5 mg bendroflumethiazide + Citalopram 0.5 mg. February 2024, taken off bendroflumethiazide, on bisoprolol 1.25 mg February 2024, taken off bisoprolol, on ramipril 1.25 mg + 0.5mg Citalopram, stopped ramipril. June 2024 0.45 mg Citalopram. July 204 0.4 mg. ( nothing else). Link to comment
Mentor BaccatePlayer Posted Friday at 04:55 PM Mentor Share Posted Friday at 04:55 PM 1 minute ago, Sonia009 said: tempted to give it a miss for a day or two.🤔 There's a reason a topic called "Never skip your dose" exists. You know you're fragile now, think of the adventure with tooth removal. Best to play it safe if not much is there to win, right? 2 minutes ago, Sonia009 said: It's like one step forward and two steps backwards. Feeling the same. I suppose we all do at times. Windows and waves. Hope you'll eventually go down to 0 and regain your life, but at least I hope you can hold and have a happy Christmas with your family this time. 22.10.2020 sertraline (50 upped to 100mg for two months) and pregabalin (150mg for half year) 2021 mirtazapine (30mg for some months), amitryptyline (cascading dose but doctor took me off it before reaching five tablets), olanzapine (5mg), lithium (this one I reacted to terribly as well, maybe due to my Hashimoto disease) 2022 duloxetine, reboxetine, venlafaxine (all unsuccessful attemps stopped after one day with no side effects following days, only reboxetine pushed through with one box) 2023 mainly bupropion (150mg stopped after few weeks, 300mg stopped after few another weeks, 150mg stopped after few months) until IAR, buspirone (5mg) tried for 3 days autumn 2023 - 150mg bupropion daily, 12.12.2023 - bupropion stopped, 16.12.2023 - 100mg sertraline, 18.12.2023 - 150mg bupropion, 19, 20 & 21.12.2023 - 150mg bupropion & 5mg buspirone, Nothing ever since 21.12.2023, but 25mcg levothyroxine since around summer 2023 until 10.07.2024 for Hashimoto disease (non-psychiatric drug) First wave: 18.07.2023; immediate adverse reaction to sertraline and first CNS crash: 16.12.2023: late onset protracted withdrawal from bupropion: 13.04.2024; third crash: 16.07.2024; currently still in acute phase of PAWS as of September 2024 Link to comment
Sonia009 Posted Friday at 05:38 PM Author Share Posted Friday at 05:38 PM 30 minutes ago, BaccatePlayer said: There's a reason a topic called "Never skip your dose" exists. You know you're fragile now, think of the adventure with tooth removal. Best to play it safe if not much is there to win, right? Feeling the same. I suppose we all do at times. Windows and waves. Hope you'll eventually go down to 0 and regain your life, but at least I hope you can hold and have a happy Christmas with your family this time. @BaccatePlayer Thank you. Just feeling so crappy right now, frustrated and demoralised😒. You are going through a lot yourself yet you still find the time to respond with wisdom. Sometimes I just like to vent, makes me feel better. I hope you are feeling a little better. 🙏😊 2 2008 10 mg Citalopram, 2.5 mg bendroflumethiazide 2021 reduced Citalopram over three years,2023 5.2 mg Citalopram for approx. 1 year Sept 2023 taken off Citalopram and bendroflumethiazide , put on Amitriptyline 10 mg and Ramipril 2.5 mg October 2023 taken off Amitriptyline and Ramipril put on Propranolol 10 mg October 2023 put on Losartan 25 mg November 2023 taken off Losartan on Propranolol 10 mg December 2023 now on 2.5 mg bendroflumethiazide + Citalopram 0.5 mg. February 2024, taken off bendroflumethiazide, on bisoprolol 1.25 mg February 2024, taken off bisoprolol, on ramipril 1.25 mg + 0.5mg Citalopram, stopped ramipril. June 2024 0.45 mg Citalopram. July 204 0.4 mg. ( nothing else). Link to comment
mariamisery Posted Saturday at 04:20 PM Share Posted Saturday at 04:20 PM @Sonia009Sorry to know you are not doing good. I feel that with situations like this it is more difficult for females. For me it is hard living like this from day to day. I believe we will heal but meanwhile how to process getting through each day. How do you process and cope with getting through? Thank you 2 Maria George Started mirtazapine Dec. 20 2023 and stopped January 20,2024. Only 1 antidepressant Link to comment
Sonia009 Posted Saturday at 06:24 PM Author Share Posted Saturday at 06:24 PM 1 hour ago, mariamisery said: @Sonia009Sorry to know you are not doing good. I feel that with situations like this it is more difficult for females. For me it is hard living like this from day to day. I believe we will heal but meanwhile how to process getting through each day. How do you process and cope with getting through? Thank you @mariamisery@mariamiseryHi, so sorry to hear you're still suffering. How do I process and cope?🤔 Just got to get on with it, I still have to cook and clean, walk the dog etc. It's probably the same for you. Thankfully I don't work unlike some who don't have a choice even though they feel horrible like us. This morning I walked my dog and just felt so awful, dizzy, balance off, migraine. My dog needed his walk, my husband couldn't take him, he was asleep after being awake all night with his insomnia. At times like this I keep reminding myself that it is just withdrawal and temporary and that helps to reassure me. On really bad days when symptoms take over, I try to pace myself and do only what needs to be done. Take care.🙏😊 1 2008 10 mg Citalopram, 2.5 mg bendroflumethiazide 2021 reduced Citalopram over three years,2023 5.2 mg Citalopram for approx. 1 year Sept 2023 taken off Citalopram and bendroflumethiazide , put on Amitriptyline 10 mg and Ramipril 2.5 mg October 2023 taken off Amitriptyline and Ramipril put on Propranolol 10 mg October 2023 put on Losartan 25 mg November 2023 taken off Losartan on Propranolol 10 mg December 2023 now on 2.5 mg bendroflumethiazide + Citalopram 0.5 mg. February 2024, taken off bendroflumethiazide, on bisoprolol 1.25 mg February 2024, taken off bisoprolol, on ramipril 1.25 mg + 0.5mg Citalopram, stopped ramipril. June 2024 0.45 mg Citalopram. July 204 0.4 mg. ( nothing else). Link to comment
mariamisery Posted Saturday at 06:58 PM Share Posted Saturday at 06:58 PM It should be over but thus nagging emotionally feeling that is hitting me so strong daily. Thinking it is my nervous system that is deregulated. Wish I knew for sure.Yes life must go on. Hoping we get a break soon. This is very challenging. Maria George Started mirtazapine Dec. 20 2023 and stopped January 20,2024. Only 1 antidepressant Link to comment
Sonia009 Posted yesterday at 06:46 AM Author Share Posted yesterday at 06:46 AM 11 hours ago, mariamisery said: It should be over but thus nagging emotionally feeling that is hitting me so strong daily. Thinking it is my nervous system that is deregulated. Wish I knew for sure.Yes life must go on. Hoping we get a break soon. This is very challenging. @mariamisery It's just another symptom that will take its course, just like the time you had breathing issues, that passed with time. It is challenging for sure but try not to let it drag you down.🙏😊 1 2008 10 mg Citalopram, 2.5 mg bendroflumethiazide 2021 reduced Citalopram over three years,2023 5.2 mg Citalopram for approx. 1 year Sept 2023 taken off Citalopram and bendroflumethiazide , put on Amitriptyline 10 mg and Ramipril 2.5 mg October 2023 taken off Amitriptyline and Ramipril put on Propranolol 10 mg October 2023 put on Losartan 25 mg November 2023 taken off Losartan on Propranolol 10 mg December 2023 now on 2.5 mg bendroflumethiazide + Citalopram 0.5 mg. February 2024, taken off bendroflumethiazide, on bisoprolol 1.25 mg February 2024, taken off bisoprolol, on ramipril 1.25 mg + 0.5mg Citalopram, stopped ramipril. June 2024 0.45 mg Citalopram. July 204 0.4 mg. ( nothing else). Link to comment
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